~* wad's da big deaL? *~
12.31.03 (8:46 pm) [edit]
hmmm wads da big deal of 2oo4?? it's still a yr mah.. lol.. -.- bth siahz.. hmm so sianz.. nth to do.. tmr go interview le.. for tat job.. well.. my sae fill in form and they will explain the job to us.. haha.. song bo i tot will be v scary tat kind lol.. sighz.. i wanna $$ buy mani mani things sia.. :( den i oso wanna go rebonding.. =| waited for v long le.. haiz.,. irritating.. hate moi hair.. lol.. hav to depend on rebonding to get the hair i want.. =~~ sobz irritating.. lolx.. hmmm.. it's so boring now.. -.- wanna slp more.. bud cannt la.. sianz..
~* sighz. *~
12.31.03 (1:17 am) [edit]
hizz.. sorry for nt bloggin for a few daes.. cuz i don feel like typing la.. lol.. yeahz.. hahaa.. aniwai nth much happen lar.. so even if i write it's wastin moi time lorr..
hmmm ytd went to buy my bro's books at bpp lor.. still left 4 books.. den went to the mega there find... manage to find only one.. pathetic lol.. den mi mother ask mi wait there.. den i ate LjS again lol.. den went to buy moi bro's uniform,.. it suckx.. the colour.. bud.. unique lor.. hmmm waited for quite long lar.. irritating.. =x
on 29/11 i went out wif ms and my.. go paya lebar this fashion there.. walk walk and look look.. i bought a long sleeve white shirt.. not bad.. i like it.. hmmm den hor got one incident.. v knn de lor.. my accidentally kicked moi toe.. den v pain.. den i cant walked properly.. den banged into a fat indian lady.. =x hahaa.. den i said sorry le lor.. den she glared at mi lor.. den i walked away.. den ms,my heard her sae.. some ppl juz donno how to walk.. well.. if i did hear tat i tell u she's dead sia.. knn ccb.. hahaa.. bud well.. she's fat and she blocked my way.. humph.. =x hahaa.. den went to chinatown OG find xL lor.. den saw elson and daren.. haa.. and mag.. yeahz.. hmm.. den we go c.k.. we all bought a skirt... =.= haix.. so sian worz.. :| hahaa.. new yr clothes.. lol.. aniwai i haven shop finish.. cuz my mother still owe me $100 donno she'll return mi tmr anot lehz.. sighz.. sad case.. bud i tink she wun de lor.. lol.. my contact lens oso haven take.. bud i tink of a excuse.. :p sae my parents go for business trip den not able to take the $$ frm them.. nor contact them cuz they bz.. :X nice excuse huh?? lol.. tmr is 2004 le. haiz.. so fast
aniwai ms told mi that my found a job le lor.. hmm at a factory in woodlands.. hmm quite near la.. lol... working hrs is 830 to 1745.. pay $3.50 per hr.. den mon to fri.. hmmm i calculated le.. one dae earn bout $32 hmmm she oso sae wad $1 for transport fee?? wad ish tat? lol.. hmm not sure oso lar.. den sat, sun if they need us they'll call us.. weird.. hmm sad case.. one month can earn bout $600- $700 not bad la.. at least got $$ rite? the job is bout i nsert some component.. -.- donno wad sai la.. bud nvm lor.. quite slack ba.. lol.. haha.. good money.. lol.. hmmm not bad..
hmmm ytd went to buy my bro's books at bpp lor.. still left 4 books.. den went to the mega there find... manage to find only one.. pathetic lol.. den mi mother ask mi wait there.. den i ate LjS again lol.. den went to buy moi bro's uniform,.. it suckx.. the colour.. bud.. unique lor.. hmmm waited for quite long lar.. irritating.. =x
on 29/11 i went out wif ms and my.. go paya lebar this fashion there.. walk walk and look look.. i bought a long sleeve white shirt.. not bad.. i like it.. hmmm den hor got one incident.. v knn de lor.. my accidentally kicked moi toe.. den v pain.. den i cant walked properly.. den banged into a fat indian lady.. =x hahaa.. den i said sorry le lor.. den she glared at mi lor.. den i walked away.. den ms,my heard her sae.. some ppl juz donno how to walk.. well.. if i did hear tat i tell u she's dead sia.. knn ccb.. hahaa.. bud well.. she's fat and she blocked my way.. humph.. =x hahaa.. den went to chinatown OG find xL lor.. den saw elson and daren.. haa.. and mag.. yeahz.. hmm.. den we go c.k.. we all bought a skirt... =.= haix.. so sian worz.. :| hahaa.. new yr clothes.. lol.. aniwai i haven shop finish.. cuz my mother still owe me $100 donno she'll return mi tmr anot lehz.. sighz.. sad case.. bud i tink she wun de lor.. lol.. my contact lens oso haven take.. bud i tink of a excuse.. :p sae my parents go for business trip den not able to take the $$ frm them.. nor contact them cuz they bz.. :X nice excuse huh?? lol.. tmr is 2004 le. haiz.. so fast
aniwai ms told mi that my found a job le lor.. hmm at a factory in woodlands.. hmm quite near la.. lol... working hrs is 830 to 1745.. pay $3.50 per hr.. den mon to fri.. hmmm i calculated le.. one dae earn bout $32 hmmm she oso sae wad $1 for transport fee?? wad ish tat? lol.. hmm not sure oso lar.. den sat, sun if they need us they'll call us.. weird.. hmm sad case.. one month can earn bout $600- $700 not bad la.. at least got $$ rite? the job is bout i nsert some component.. -.- donno wad sai la.. bud nvm lor.. quite slack ba.. lol.. haha.. good money.. lol.. hmmm not bad..
~* i sucks at pool *~
12.27.03 (6:39 pm) [edit]
halo.. ytd jL last min smsed mi to play pool.. i ask ms first bud she dint wan.. den i asked ian den he sae ok.. hmm den i persuaded ms haha den she kelian me den go.. kekee.. hmm ian sae he will be out cast.. i sae wun.. budden he out cast himself.. -.- bth lar.. hmm den hor.. stupid one.. the table so small.. i prefer the VIP room de more bigger.. lol.. well g tg change le.. goinmg lot1
~* blabla.. so bored.. :| *~
12.26.03 (5:27 pm) [edit]
time nw ~ 0922
so early in the morning woke up at 7.45 slept for 5hrs+ donno y i woke up also.. den cant go back to slp den watched tv and here i am.. hahaa.. =x hmmm last few days no mood to update so.. yeah..
ytd went swimming and to the gym.. haiz.. so paiseh wor.. idiotic.. donno wad to do oso hahaa.. haiz.. den come home lor..
hee.. todae took moi allowance.. yeah!! maybe tmr go shopping le.. haha.. hmm my mother ask mi to find a job. bud i donno wad job to find lar.. arghz.. work work to earn $$$$$ i need $$$$$ =~
so early in the morning woke up at 7.45 slept for 5hrs+ donno y i woke up also.. den cant go back to slp den watched tv and here i am.. hahaa.. =x hmmm last few days no mood to update so.. yeah..
ytd went swimming and to the gym.. haiz.. so paiseh wor.. idiotic.. donno wad to do oso hahaa.. haiz.. den come home lor..
hee.. todae took moi allowance.. yeah!! maybe tmr go shopping le.. haha.. hmm my mother ask mi to find a job. bud i donno wad job to find lar.. arghz.. work work to earn $$$$$ i need $$$$$ =~
~* don feel lyk going to dom's christmas party le *~
12.23.03 (6:59 pm) [edit]
time now 1105
hmm.. don feel lyk going means don feel lyk going lorhz. lol. really chao sian i rather stay home watch tv worr.. lolzz.. mmm..
let mi update bout ytd's day.. ytd i went to c.k lor bought a button 1/2 sleeve shirt and a skirt.. quite alright la.. denz.. we were late for the CO concert.. bud well who cares la.. haha.. bud it was v boring.. i couldnt stop toking.. =x and yawning.. lol.. den those CO ppl sitting bside us.. they humji sia.. ms told mi that they sae shhhh when we were toking bout sth lor.. i dint noe that until when we were walking to the busstop.. if not hor i will sae " ehh the tics sae that we cant tok lehz y ppl shhh-ing us ar? go sit other place if u cant stand our noise la.. " mei da mei xiao.. we their senior lehz.. knn wor.. :( lalala.. sickening arsehole la they all.. SYF get silver hao lian lar.. band oso get silver ok.. we get silver straight for 4 times already lehz.. they only get silver once and the rest ner??? BRONZE lor.. wahahhahaha =x lousy la they all.. =x
hmm.. don feel lyk going means don feel lyk going lorhz. lol. really chao sian i rather stay home watch tv worr.. lolzz.. mmm..
let mi update bout ytd's day.. ytd i went to c.k lor bought a button 1/2 sleeve shirt and a skirt.. quite alright la.. denz.. we were late for the CO concert.. bud well who cares la.. haha.. bud it was v boring.. i couldnt stop toking.. =x and yawning.. lol.. den those CO ppl sitting bside us.. they humji sia.. ms told mi that they sae shhhh when we were toking bout sth lor.. i dint noe that until when we were walking to the busstop.. if not hor i will sae " ehh the tics sae that we cant tok lehz y ppl shhh-ing us ar? go sit other place if u cant stand our noise la.. " mei da mei xiao.. we their senior lehz.. knn wor.. :( lalala.. sickening arsehole la they all.. SYF get silver hao lian lar.. band oso get silver ok.. we get silver straight for 4 times already lehz.. they only get silver once and the rest ner??? BRONZE lor.. wahahhahaha =x lousy la they all.. =x
~* nitemare.. omg *~
12.22.03 (6:30 pm) [edit]
time now 1027
kaoz.. had a nitemare.. dreamt that xl they all bu li wo le.. den kn, yl, yr console mi.. wakaka.. v stupid dream la.. nitemare also.. i cried in my dream my god.. sian qu la.. haiz.. ltr going ck see skirt.. yeah!! hahaa.. blehzz
kaoz.. had a nitemare.. dreamt that xl they all bu li wo le.. den kn, yl, yr console mi.. wakaka.. v stupid dream la.. nitemare also.. i cried in my dream my god.. sian qu la.. haiz.. ltr going ck see skirt.. yeah!! hahaa.. blehzz
~* shopping at ck tang is not for me now *~
12.22.03 (6:57 am) [edit]
time now 2242
hihiz.. todae went out to orchard wif my mama.. hmmm b4 tat i was home rotting as usual haa.. i ate porridge for lunch.. yummy.. wif luncheon meat.. damn my father cooked it.. aha.. aniwai nvm i got some cash nw :D heehee.. hmmm den i still hungry after some time den i ate cheese + bread.. den still hungry oso haha i cooked egg den my mother called, asked mi to go to bangkit there the busstop take the $150 giv my papa.. hmm den i quickly changed and ate my bread and egg on da way.. i walked as fast as my foot can carry me.. lol.. haiz.. den my father.. knn one.. oopz.. =x hmm.. he abit sot sot de lor.. let mi tell ya y.. oh my mother borrowed $1000 frm him.. yeah
firstly on e 17 dec ard 1+ am.. my mother woke up to go to the toilet.. den my father was at the dining table.. den when my mother was going back to her room.. he suddenly asked her how much she paying him back on the 22nd.. she said $150 cuz she already returned him $200 the previous week.. den he say HUH? i tot is $350 wah kaoz.. bth.. den they were sort of in a heated argument.. knn.. iwas v scared and sad.. =x
2ndly which is todae lorh.. my father asked my mother to return him asap.. b4 he go to work.. -.- den my mother ask mi go bangkit there lor.. den my pa already late.. den mimi ask mi to call pa to tell him to go bangkit there oso lor.. den bth la.. irritating de.. den mama come le.. den i bring the $150 to him he asked how much i sae $150 he sae y so little and i tot is $350 -.- den mama sae that time i return u $200 le ma.. den papa sae that time was different... DUH!!! wad different?? -.- hahaa.. aiyah den he went off fuming la.. den my mama cursed him haha.. bth..
hmm.. den mama told mi that papa already sae ok when she sae tat he'll return him $350 monthly.. -.- maybe tat time he drunk bahz.. -.- kns de la.. sad case la.. my mother oso v irritated lar.. -.- she sae if she win toto or 4d she sure return him the whole amount le.. -.- haiz..
aniwai todae went to orchard la.. mama almost win but.. sad case la.. ahaha hmm den went to ck tang saw a wallet i want.. but well.. donno lar.. the clothes there all so ex and ladylike =.= not suitable for me.. haa..
yeah tmr gonna go to C.K there buy skirt baH? and a shirt?? yeah.. shld be la.. haa.. den go to Chinese orchestra concert at sch.. oh i miss sch.. :( sobsob.. haiz.. well.. i tink i gotta go now.. typed alot le.. hahaa.. bth.. =p oh yah.. when i worked le and earned lotsa money and i m older i might consider going to tangs shop.. cuz the clothes there quite nice :P hee.. well till then nitey nitez.. muackz
hihiz.. todae went out to orchard wif my mama.. hmmm b4 tat i was home rotting as usual haa.. i ate porridge for lunch.. yummy.. wif luncheon meat.. damn my father cooked it.. aha.. aniwai nvm i got some cash nw :D heehee.. hmmm den i still hungry after some time den i ate cheese + bread.. den still hungry oso haha i cooked egg den my mother called, asked mi to go to bangkit there the busstop take the $150 giv my papa.. hmm den i quickly changed and ate my bread and egg on da way.. i walked as fast as my foot can carry me.. lol.. haiz.. den my father.. knn one.. oopz.. =x hmm.. he abit sot sot de lor.. let mi tell ya y.. oh my mother borrowed $1000 frm him.. yeah
firstly on e 17 dec ard 1+ am.. my mother woke up to go to the toilet.. den my father was at the dining table.. den when my mother was going back to her room.. he suddenly asked her how much she paying him back on the 22nd.. she said $150 cuz she already returned him $200 the previous week.. den he say HUH? i tot is $350 wah kaoz.. bth.. den they were sort of in a heated argument.. knn.. iwas v scared and sad.. =x
2ndly which is todae lorh.. my father asked my mother to return him asap.. b4 he go to work.. -.- den my mother ask mi go bangkit there lor.. den my pa already late.. den mimi ask mi to call pa to tell him to go bangkit there oso lor.. den bth la.. irritating de.. den mama come le.. den i bring the $150 to him he asked how much i sae $150 he sae y so little and i tot is $350 -.- den mama sae that time i return u $200 le ma.. den papa sae that time was different... DUH!!! wad different?? -.- hahaa.. aiyah den he went off fuming la.. den my mama cursed him haha.. bth..
hmm.. den mama told mi that papa already sae ok when she sae tat he'll return him $350 monthly.. -.- maybe tat time he drunk bahz.. -.- kns de la.. sad case la.. my mother oso v irritated lar.. -.- she sae if she win toto or 4d she sure return him the whole amount le.. -.- haiz..
aniwai todae went to orchard la.. mama almost win but.. sad case la.. ahaha hmm den went to ck tang saw a wallet i want.. but well.. donno lar.. the clothes there all so ex and ladylike =.= not suitable for me.. haa..
yeah tmr gonna go to C.K there buy skirt baH? and a shirt?? yeah.. shld be la.. haa.. den go to Chinese orchestra concert at sch.. oh i miss sch.. :( sobsob.. haiz.. well.. i tink i gotta go now.. typed alot le.. hahaa.. bth.. =p oh yah.. when i worked le and earned lotsa money and i m older i might consider going to tangs shop.. cuz the clothes there quite nice :P hee.. well till then nitey nitez.. muackz
~* wahkaoz.. sian qu *~
12.21.03 (4:52 am) [edit]
time now 2047
haiyoz.. jiat lat siahz.. donno hu tat person lar.. his name is jason tan lor.. nv meet b4 de.. kaoz he crazy siahz.. i show him my pic he sae can he woo mi.. sae wad i pretty.. i sae scully in person i not pretty.. he sae he wun mind.. bud well.. it's so obvious tat he goes for looks le lor.. -.- bth.. i not stupid de okz.. hahaa.. piangz.. den he asked mi i open minded de mahz.. haa.. and it's so obvious tat he's abit bian tai de lor.. and he smoke de.. it's so obvious tat he's abit beng de lor.. haa.. -.- really lor.. whr got guai kia smoke de.. unless they curious lor.. =.= hahaa.. sotz de.. well.. i don tink im gonna accept him lor. haa.. hmmm his ht 175 wt 50 not bad la.. bud abit shou lor.. -.- bth.. hmmm
enuff bout tat.. if he smsed.. i don tink he will la.. gonna block him le.. arghz.. scary wor.. haha blocked le.. :P blehs... hmmm.. hao men lehz.. i don wanna be attached lolz.. unless tat person givs me a feeling which i had once.. :x demanding?? narhz.. not really.. ahahaa.. =x it's a special feeling.. =x blehz.. yawnz..
haiyoz.. jiat lat siahz.. donno hu tat person lar.. his name is jason tan lor.. nv meet b4 de.. kaoz he crazy siahz.. i show him my pic he sae can he woo mi.. sae wad i pretty.. i sae scully in person i not pretty.. he sae he wun mind.. bud well.. it's so obvious tat he goes for looks le lor.. -.- bth.. i not stupid de okz.. hahaa.. piangz.. den he asked mi i open minded de mahz.. haa.. and it's so obvious tat he's abit bian tai de lor.. and he smoke de.. it's so obvious tat he's abit beng de lor.. haa.. -.- really lor.. whr got guai kia smoke de.. unless they curious lor.. =.= hahaa.. sotz de.. well.. i don tink im gonna accept him lor. haa.. hmmm his ht 175 wt 50 not bad la.. bud abit shou lor.. -.- bth.. hmmm
enuff bout tat.. if he smsed.. i don tink he will la.. gonna block him le.. arghz.. scary wor.. haha blocked le.. :P blehs... hmmm.. hao men lehz.. i don wanna be attached lolz.. unless tat person givs me a feeling which i had once.. :x demanding?? narhz.. not really.. ahahaa.. =x it's a special feeling.. =x blehz.. yawnz..
~* yawn *~
12.20.03 (10:21 pm) [edit]
time now ~ 1418
haiz.. todae donno whether wanna go ck tang anot lehz.. sighz.. or 25 when go orchard there den go there shop ner? i also donno lehz.. sighz.. sad case.. blehzz.. nothing to do now lar.. sad case.. hmmm.. so tiring.. haiz.. nothing to type also.. hahaa.. cuz i dint went out.. lol.. juz nw watch liu xing hua yuan abit only.. lol.. i wanna watch hai tu wan lian ren leh~!!~ arghsz.. :(
haiz.. todae donno whether wanna go ck tang anot lehz.. sighz.. or 25 when go orchard there den go there shop ner? i also donno lehz.. sighz.. sad case.. blehzz.. nothing to do now lar.. sad case.. hmmm.. so tiring.. haiz.. nothing to type also.. hahaa.. cuz i dint went out.. lol.. juz nw watch liu xing hua yuan abit only.. lol.. i wanna watch hai tu wan lian ren leh~!!~ arghsz.. :(
~* boring.. *~
12.19.03 (7:39 pm) [edit]
time now 1134
haloz.. juz nw cooked fried rice. haah.. v simple de.. nth much juz egg and rice.. hahaa.. at least this fried rice is quite a success.. blehz.. =x cuz.. last time i cooked the rice first den the egg.. wakaka. stupid rite.?? hmmm todae donno wanna go see xl and kn anot leh.z.z. sian qu.. yawnz.. so tired.. ltr also donno wanna go shopping at tangs anot lehz.. lol.. no pp,l to accom me.. hahah oh ya.. ytd my present is $60 voucher at tangs.. hee.. :x den i got some stuffs frm aunt susie lor.. hmm.. :p haiz.. now eatign my fried rice.. donno yfeel so full le.. haiz.. ltr den go out bahz.. =.=
so boring arr... ltr play cs bahz.. hahaa.. hmm or now lar.. sayoz.. :p
haloz.. juz nw cooked fried rice. haah.. v simple de.. nth much juz egg and rice.. hahaa.. at least this fried rice is quite a success.. blehz.. =x cuz.. last time i cooked the rice first den the egg.. wakaka. stupid rite.?? hmmm todae donno wanna go see xl and kn anot leh.z.z. sian qu.. yawnz.. so tired.. ltr also donno wanna go shopping at tangs anot lehz.. lol.. no pp,l to accom me.. hahah oh ya.. ytd my present is $60 voucher at tangs.. hee.. :x den i got some stuffs frm aunt susie lor.. hmm.. :p haiz.. now eatign my fried rice.. donno yfeel so full le.. haiz.. ltr den go out bahz.. =.=
so boring arr... ltr play cs bahz.. hahaa.. hmm or now lar.. sayoz.. :p
~* at aunt's hse overnite?? *~
12.18.03 (7:22 am) [edit]
time now 2317
yoz.. hmm not sure whether i staying overnite at my aunts hse anot.. cuz hmm.. v late le.. den my papa juz woke up lorhz.. hahaa.. hmmm so sianz worr.. hmm juz nw went to NDC lor.. den discuss bout tat operation thingy lar.. den decided den do it all at one go lor.. haiz.. i v scared.. hhaa muz slp wor.. hmm.. not bad lar... lolz.. den after tat went near chinatown makan porridge.. yummi.. hmm.. den went to my aunt's hse for fun la.. my papa & aunt go sing karaoke.. den mi and my cousin at home lor.. hmm
aniwai my cousin told mi tat my christmas present wld be shared among 4aunties lor.. i wonder wad it is.. auntie amy is buying it.. so i tink it 's quite ex de.. hmm i brainstormed few possibilities lo.. clothes, shoes, laptop haha.. not sure le.. ehhz.. still got wad.. make up set ar?? haha.. donno lar.. tmr update lor..
yoz.. hmm not sure whether i staying overnite at my aunts hse anot.. cuz hmm.. v late le.. den my papa juz woke up lorhz.. hahaa.. hmmm so sianz worr.. hmm juz nw went to NDC lor.. den discuss bout tat operation thingy lar.. den decided den do it all at one go lor.. haiz.. i v scared.. hhaa muz slp wor.. hmm.. not bad lar... lolz.. den after tat went near chinatown makan porridge.. yummi.. hmm.. den went to my aunt's hse for fun la.. my papa & aunt go sing karaoke.. den mi and my cousin at home lor.. hmm
aniwai my cousin told mi tat my christmas present wld be shared among 4aunties lor.. i wonder wad it is.. auntie amy is buying it.. so i tink it 's quite ex de.. hmm i brainstormed few possibilities lo.. clothes, shoes, laptop haha.. not sure le.. ehhz.. still got wad.. make up set ar?? haha.. donno lar.. tmr update lor..
~* WaD e heCk??? *~
12.17.03 (2:41 pm) [edit]
time now 0637
haiz.. so earli in the morning.. first time wake up damn early lorhz.. cuz of wad?? tat funeral thingy wahkao.. at 6am.. mi and my bros were forced to wake up.. so noisy siaz.. kaoz.. they muz be mad lor.. my bro called the neighbourhood police post.. haha.. den that person quite shocked when my bro sae there's some posession going on.. meaning funeral rites liddat lar.. haa.. -.- hmmm.. haha.. den cant slp le.. h@i.. bud nvm.. i was intending to wake up at 7am.. haa.. -.- bthz.. well.. so idiotic de.. feel like slping but cant slp.. haiz.. so irritating.. =/ hee. ltr going to the dental le lor.. sian qu..
haiz.. so earli in the morning.. first time wake up damn early lorhz.. cuz of wad?? tat funeral thingy wahkao.. at 6am.. mi and my bros were forced to wake up.. so noisy siaz.. kaoz.. they muz be mad lor.. my bro called the neighbourhood police post.. haha.. den that person quite shocked when my bro sae there's some posession going on.. meaning funeral rites liddat lar.. haa.. -.- hmmm.. haha.. den cant slp le.. h@i.. bud nvm.. i was intending to wake up at 7am.. haa.. -.- bthz.. well.. so idiotic de.. feel like slping but cant slp.. haiz.. so irritating.. =/ hee. ltr going to the dental le lor.. sian qu..
~* hmm.. which one nicer? *~
12.16.03 (8:53 am) [edit]
time now 0051
hmm which one niceR? the bigger or the smaller one?? also not sure.. wanna get a digital camera.. sighz.. so sian de.. donno which one to choose.. hope that the prices go down lor.. lol.. so ex siahz.. bth..
hmm which one niceR? the bigger or the smaller one?? also not sure.. wanna get a digital camera.. sighz.. so sian de.. donno which one to choose.. hope that the prices go down lor.. lol.. so ex siahz.. bth..
~* fArnIe *~
12.16.03 (7:09 am) [edit]
time now 2303
hihiz.. got back few mins ago.. juz nw went to meet xl chit chat.. haa.. so farnie.. she told mi bout elson.. keke!! hmm.. den buy some things to eat and drink.. we alwaez kena tio target by the salesppl or survey ppl.. bth.. hmm.. yeah.. den she came to my hse see the ms hayati's pictures lorl.. haha.. she like the pic below.. bth.. hmm haiz.. nth to do now.. so sianz.. :x
hihiz.. got back few mins ago.. juz nw went to meet xl chit chat.. haa.. so farnie.. she told mi bout elson.. keke!! hmm.. den buy some things to eat and drink.. we alwaez kena tio target by the salesppl or survey ppl.. bth.. hmm.. yeah.. den she came to my hse see the ms hayati's pictures lorl.. haha.. she like the pic below.. bth.. hmm haiz.. nth to do now.. so sianz.. :x
~* S|aNz *~
12.15.03 (7:59 pm) [edit]
time now 1154
hMmm.. hALozz.. this is one of da pic of ms hayati's wedding.. if ya wanna see more go to http://geocities.com/xmerzlen...
todae woke up at 9+ hmm.. kena woken by my mother's call.. sian lar.. hmm ltr maybe going jurong entertainment.. hmmm for wad? go out wif xl chit chat lor.. she sae she got alot of thing to tell moi.. haha.. -.- hmm.. haiz.. so sian now.. wad to do leH? haha.. haiz.. donno la.. gtg bb
hMmm.. hALozz.. this is one of da pic of ms hayati's wedding.. if ya wanna see more go to http://geocities.com/xmerzlen...
todae woke up at 9+ hmm.. kena woken by my mother's call.. sian lar.. hmm ltr maybe going jurong entertainment.. hmmm for wad? go out wif xl chit chat lor.. she sae she got alot of thing to tell moi.. haha.. -.- hmm.. haiz.. so sian now.. wad to do leH? haha.. haiz.. donno la.. gtg bb
~* loLz *~
12.15.03 (7:05 am) [edit]
time now 2301
hihi.. finally got the pictures of ms hayati's wedding.. frenz and classmates.. all haf.. hehe.. u wanna see ar? next time i put in moi webby. when it's up.. i'll notify ya.. hehe.. hmm todae i spend my time watchin tv and slping.. lol.. pig huh? no lar.. whr got.. =x ahhaa.. aniwai.. i hope that yiru that lobang can lor.. cuz i tink one month if got work sat and sun will earn bout $1380 lehz.. omg.. alot hor.. den muz work 3 months so altogether will be $4140 woo.. i can buy mani tings le.. of cuz muz save .. heh heh!! blehZz :p
hihi.. finally got the pictures of ms hayati's wedding.. frenz and classmates.. all haf.. hehe.. u wanna see ar? next time i put in moi webby. when it's up.. i'll notify ya.. hehe.. hmm todae i spend my time watchin tv and slping.. lol.. pig huh? no lar.. whr got.. =x ahhaa.. aniwai.. i hope that yiru that lobang can lor.. cuz i tink one month if got work sat and sun will earn bout $1380 lehz.. omg.. alot hor.. den muz work 3 months so altogether will be $4140 woo.. i can buy mani tings le.. of cuz muz save .. heh heh!! blehZz :p
~* At the dOlphiN bAy *~
12.13.03 (9:07 pm) [edit]
time now 1302
hihiz.. i got some pics of at the dolphin bay.. got shuai ge.. xuzhaoyang.. omg.. he realli v shuai
this is the stuff toy dolphin so cute
this is tian bian and zerya.. omg.. a perfect pair
this is the main casts.. hahaa the last guy also v shuai zhong xiao gang..
h@izZ.. so boring now siahz.. =.= nth to do.. ate moi lunch le.. duck rice.. not nice de.. hahaz..
hihiz.. i got some pics of at the dolphin bay.. got shuai ge.. xuzhaoyang.. omg.. he realli v shuai
this is the stuff toy dolphin so cute
this is tian bian and zerya.. omg.. a perfect pair
this is the main casts.. hahaa the last guy also v shuai zhong xiao gang..
h@izZ.. so boring now siahz.. =.= nth to do.. ate moi lunch le.. duck rice.. not nice de.. hahaz..
~* yawnz.. *~
12.13.03 (7:35 am) [edit]
time now ~ 2329
hey yozz.. how's daE?? mine's alrite.. haha.. well.. went to ms hayati's wedding omg.. she's v pretty.. bud her husband is kinda gloomy?? unfriendly look.. face black black one.. i tot shld be v happi de lehz?? hmm not sure la.. hope she'll be happi alwaez.. hehe!! we waited for some frenz to arrive.. quite long.. bud well.. nvm.. haha.. todae mani ppl wear till v chio v yandao.. lol.. yeahz.. bud not me.. hahaa.. -.- ehhz.. yeah kn asked mi whether i wan ani hamster.. hahaa... bth.. i tink i don wan bahz.. no more cages.. when she haf sommo den i take bahz lol.. =x hmm.. ehhz.. after tat went to lot1 ate long john.. h@izZ.. cant eat finish but well.. hu cares.. keke.. den went to mac chit chat for a while.. i saw the fun fair.. looks quite.. fun.. bud now no $$ go play.. haha.. yeahz.. den took the lrt home.. saw jialing.. haha.. she shou le.. yeahz.. dom sae she got the perserverance & determination.. -.- bth hahaa.. sian quz.. den here i am.. at home.. haven change yet.. soon la.. haha.. yeah.. gotta slp soon.. v tired.. tmr den do e things i wanna do bahz.. nitey nitez...
hey yozz.. how's daE?? mine's alrite.. haha.. well.. went to ms hayati's wedding omg.. she's v pretty.. bud her husband is kinda gloomy?? unfriendly look.. face black black one.. i tot shld be v happi de lehz?? hmm not sure la.. hope she'll be happi alwaez.. hehe!! we waited for some frenz to arrive.. quite long.. bud well.. nvm.. haha.. todae mani ppl wear till v chio v yandao.. lol.. yeahz.. bud not me.. hahaa.. -.- ehhz.. yeah kn asked mi whether i wan ani hamster.. hahaa... bth.. i tink i don wan bahz.. no more cages.. when she haf sommo den i take bahz lol.. =x hmm.. ehhz.. after tat went to lot1 ate long john.. h@izZ.. cant eat finish but well.. hu cares.. keke.. den went to mac chit chat for a while.. i saw the fun fair.. looks quite.. fun.. bud now no $$ go play.. haha.. yeahz.. den took the lrt home.. saw jialing.. haha.. she shou le.. yeahz.. dom sae she got the perserverance & determination.. -.- bth hahaa.. sian quz.. den here i am.. at home.. haven change yet.. soon la.. haha.. yeah.. gotta slp soon.. v tired.. tmr den do e things i wanna do bahz.. nitey nitez...
~* dyed my haiR again *~
12.12.03 (7:02 pm) [edit]
time now ~ 1053
halozZ.. woke up at 10.20 so boring de.. not meeting xl le.. bud meeting ms, my, and sh.. yawnz.. i wonder can meet earlier anot.. cuz stay @ home v sian de lehz.. haiz.. i tink ltr i gonna write my story le.. haa.. realli nth to do laz.. wakaka..
aniwai i dyed my hair ytd nite.. wakakka this time i dint follow the timing that they instructed.. hmm.. and this time is my mother (the professional) helped me.. heh heh!! realli lor.. she pro siahz.. she still got diploma in hair donno wad lar.. hahaa hmm suddenly i feel interested in hair styling cutting blablabla.. all those.. hahaa.. donno lehz.. nvm.. aniwai nw the colour quite obvious le.. better than last time tat one.. yawnz.. hahaa.. sianz
hmm i dreamt of wad har..? oh yeah that person replied me le.. budden.. who cares.. hahaa.. -.- yawnzZz...
halozZ.. woke up at 10.20 so boring de.. not meeting xl le.. bud meeting ms, my, and sh.. yawnz.. i wonder can meet earlier anot.. cuz stay @ home v sian de lehz.. haiz.. i tink ltr i gonna write my story le.. haa.. realli nth to do laz.. wakaka..
aniwai i dyed my hair ytd nite.. wakakka this time i dint follow the timing that they instructed.. hmm.. and this time is my mother (the professional) helped me.. heh heh!! realli lor.. she pro siahz.. she still got diploma in hair donno wad lar.. hahaa hmm suddenly i feel interested in hair styling cutting blablabla.. all those.. hahaa.. donno lehz.. nvm.. aniwai nw the colour quite obvious le.. better than last time tat one.. yawnz.. hahaa.. sianz
hmm i dreamt of wad har..? oh yeah that person replied me le.. budden.. who cares.. hahaa.. -.- yawnzZz...
~* to that someone *~
12.12.03 (7:25 am) [edit]
[b][i]» [outside user] newbie 12.11.03 [2:22 am] (PST)
eh, ur email is arlyn86@hotmail.com? i emailed u but cant send
» [outside user] newbie 12.11.03 [2:23 am] (PST)
anyway, what sch r u frm? frm pri to wadeva u r now
» sotzlene 12.11.03 [4:14 pm] (PST)
my email is arlyn_86@hotmail.com y?? hmmm erm.. my pri sch is chongfu pri , greenridge pri den chua chu kang sec.. y?? u arE?
» sotzlene 12.11.03 [4:18 pm] (PST)
plz reply asap horr.. u're makin me curious who u r.. =x hahaha.. till then..[/i][/b]
whoever u r.. im waiting for ur reply... :)
eh, ur email is arlyn86@hotmail.com? i emailed u but cant send
» [outside user] newbie 12.11.03 [2:23 am] (PST)
anyway, what sch r u frm? frm pri to wadeva u r now
» sotzlene 12.11.03 [4:14 pm] (PST)
my email is arlyn_86@hotmail.com y?? hmmm erm.. my pri sch is chongfu pri , greenridge pri den chua chu kang sec.. y?? u arE?
» sotzlene 12.11.03 [4:18 pm] (PST)
plz reply asap horr.. u're makin me curious who u r.. =x hahaha.. till then..[/i][/b]
whoever u r.. im waiting for ur reply... :)
~* y she encourages mi to accept him *~
12.12.03 (1:28 am) [edit]
time now ~ 1721
hmmm suddenly remembered sth.. y xl like wanna encourage mi to accept jN lehz..?? i also not sure lor.. i really don lyk him lor.. theres no feeling.. if one person no feelin le.. wad for mian qiang to b together neR? aniwai.. i made this qns.. y do two ppl become couples? ans: bcuz they haf feelings for each other lor.. rite?? of cuz la.. bud if it's out of pity tat one party agree to be with other party.. den.. i don tink that's love.. it's forcing urself.. haiz.. donno wad i toking also.. its the final say.. both muz haf feelings to make a relationship works well.. if the feeling is gone.. den too bad.. it means u're not devoted and u;'re hua xin.. changes target easily.. haa.. it's the fact lor..
meishi pointed out sth.. donnowhich day bahz.. ytd bah?? she said other ppl say it's better to have someone who love u than to love someone... mi and her dont agree.. it's better to have someone who love u and that someone someone love u too.. isnt it perfect?? yeahyeahyeah.. nth is perfect i noe.. bud we can make it happen wat.. hahaa.. -.- remember fate lies in our hands.. =.= sotz le la..
hmmm suddenly remembered sth.. y xl like wanna encourage mi to accept jN lehz..?? i also not sure lor.. i really don lyk him lor.. theres no feeling.. if one person no feelin le.. wad for mian qiang to b together neR? aniwai.. i made this qns.. y do two ppl become couples? ans: bcuz they haf feelings for each other lor.. rite?? of cuz la.. bud if it's out of pity tat one party agree to be with other party.. den.. i don tink that's love.. it's forcing urself.. haiz.. donno wad i toking also.. its the final say.. both muz haf feelings to make a relationship works well.. if the feeling is gone.. den too bad.. it means u're not devoted and u;'re hua xin.. changes target easily.. haa.. it's the fact lor..
meishi pointed out sth.. donnowhich day bahz.. ytd bah?? she said other ppl say it's better to have someone who love u than to love someone... mi and her dont agree.. it's better to have someone who love u and that someone someone love u too.. isnt it perfect?? yeahyeahyeah.. nth is perfect i noe.. bud we can make it happen wat.. hahaa.. -.- remember fate lies in our hands.. =.= sotz le la..
~* aLL or twO by two?? *~
12.12.03 (12:08 am) [edit]
time now 1601
hiz.. so bored.. lol.. juz nw i did went to the NDC.. hmmm was so blur.. knn.. v paiseh oso.. bth siahz.. when wanna go x ray my teeth hor.. wahkauz.. he sae no earrings or necklaces.. suay la i wore it there.. den i v nervous den i couldnt take out my necklace lor.. den bth hahaa.. den the person sae "Miss Seah, would u like mi to help?" i was so damn paiseh .. bud of cuz my face wasnt hot.. meaning im not blushing.. i m juz farked up la.. haha.. bth.. -.- yeah.. haha.. den when the x ray is done.. went back to the dr he.. den she asked whether i wanna take out all at one go.. if all den it wld be more expensive and i will haf to slp meaning anestatic or wadeva is tat spelled.. lol.. u understand can le.. lol.. to make u slp de.. or the other choice is two at a time.. u see i haf 4 wisdom teeth.. sian one.. den two at a time.. den rest one month then the other two.. wahkaoz.. i rather all at one go and slp.. lol.. cuz if two at a time den will inject den i can see the process.. wah.. v nervous one.. haha wait my heart beat.. explode.. wakaka =x nah.. mei na mo kua zhang la.. hahaa.. i wld wan all at once.. =p lol.. liddat i will noe how it feels experience it.. lol.. go into a deep deep slp.. dream bout lewis.. omg.. haha =x bth.. yeahz.. aniwai.. i hafta hang the clothes now.. sian one.. :( so long!!~
hiz.. so bored.. lol.. juz nw i did went to the NDC.. hmmm was so blur.. knn.. v paiseh oso.. bth siahz.. when wanna go x ray my teeth hor.. wahkauz.. he sae no earrings or necklaces.. suay la i wore it there.. den i v nervous den i couldnt take out my necklace lor.. den bth hahaa.. den the person sae "Miss Seah, would u like mi to help?" i was so damn paiseh .. bud of cuz my face wasnt hot.. meaning im not blushing.. i m juz farked up la.. haha.. bth.. -.- yeah.. haha.. den when the x ray is done.. went back to the dr he.. den she asked whether i wanna take out all at one go.. if all den it wld be more expensive and i will haf to slp meaning anestatic or wadeva is tat spelled.. lol.. u understand can le.. lol.. to make u slp de.. or the other choice is two at a time.. u see i haf 4 wisdom teeth.. sian one.. den two at a time.. den rest one month then the other two.. wahkaoz.. i rather all at one go and slp.. lol.. cuz if two at a time den will inject den i can see the process.. wah.. v nervous one.. haha wait my heart beat.. explode.. wakaka =x nah.. mei na mo kua zhang la.. hahaa.. i wld wan all at once.. =p lol.. liddat i will noe how it feels experience it.. lol.. go into a deep deep slp.. dream bout lewis.. omg.. haha =x bth.. yeahz.. aniwai.. i hafta hang the clothes now.. sian one.. :( so long!!~
~* siGhZz.. *~
12.11.03 (4:21 pm) [edit]
time now 0814
well.. i tink i aint able to go to the dental todae.. cuz sigh.. haf to postpone.. yeahz.. sighz.. so sad.. keke.. -.- yawnz.. donno y i woke up so earli.. haiz.. and i aint able to slp ytd.. i tink i slp ard 3.10am liddat bahz.. tinking alot.. bout the past memories.. sucks.. hahaa.. bth siahz.. ltr im gonna watch the last 2 discs of liu xing hua yuan!! yeh!! lol.. -.- h@iZz.. it's so borin ahhhh!!! :( later then update bahz.. so long..
well.. i tink i aint able to go to the dental todae.. cuz sigh.. haf to postpone.. yeahz.. sighz.. so sad.. keke.. -.- yawnz.. donno y i woke up so earli.. haiz.. and i aint able to slp ytd.. i tink i slp ard 3.10am liddat bahz.. tinking alot.. bout the past memories.. sucks.. hahaa.. bth siahz.. ltr im gonna watch the last 2 discs of liu xing hua yuan!! yeh!! lol.. -.- h@iZz.. it's so borin ahhhh!!! :( later then update bahz.. so long..
~* bored bored and bored again *~
12.10.03 (9:21 am) [edit]
time now ` 0116
hiXx.. cant slp now.. bud my eyes feel tired lorz.. hmmm now closing moi eyes as i typed. hahaa don believe huh?? well.. up to u bahz.. hahaa.. although i normalli lie or wadsoever.. bud y shld i lie about my ability ner?? hahaha its meant to be show off.. kekee.. =x blehz.. siao liaoz lar.. hmmm juz nw watched half of liu xing hua yuan for the last 2 days.. haiz... tmr watch the other half.. sian la.. juz now i watch the keigo show for bout few mins den sian le.. hahaa.. i wanna watch hai tu wan lian ren lorr.. arghz.. i love xu erya lehz.. hahaa.. i m yi tianbian rival.. blehz.. zhong xiao gang also not bad lorhz.. well.. i don gif a damn la.. hahaha i prefer zerya.. :x hahaha.. hmm i tink i wanna go slp soon la.. byebye ltr den update bahz.. till then!~!~!!~ sayozz
hiXx.. cant slp now.. bud my eyes feel tired lorz.. hmmm now closing moi eyes as i typed. hahaa don believe huh?? well.. up to u bahz.. hahaa.. although i normalli lie or wadsoever.. bud y shld i lie about my ability ner?? hahaha its meant to be show off.. kekee.. =x blehz.. siao liaoz lar.. hmmm juz nw watched half of liu xing hua yuan for the last 2 days.. haiz... tmr watch the other half.. sian la.. juz now i watch the keigo show for bout few mins den sian le.. hahaa.. i wanna watch hai tu wan lian ren lorr.. arghz.. i love xu erya lehz.. hahaa.. i m yi tianbian rival.. blehz.. zhong xiao gang also not bad lorhz.. well.. i don gif a damn la.. hahaha i prefer zerya.. :x hahaha.. hmm i tink i wanna go slp soon la.. byebye ltr den update bahz.. till then!~!~!!~ sayozz
~* it's a long long jouRney *~
12.10.03 (3:08 am) [edit]
time now ~ 1903
yellow again!! so sianz wor.. juz nw went to xl hse.. haha.. -.- bth.. yeahz.. watched one disc of at the journey bay.. yi tian bian and xu ze ya haiz.. sad case.. stupid xu ze ya.. budden he v cool la.. hahaa.. -.- oh yeah.. xl sae tat i made the right choice in brking wif jackson.. hahaa.. at first she dint agree.. budden after reading my diary bout his case.. she agree wif mi lor.. haa.. i donno lar.. i juz feel more happier without him.. lolz.. i donno how mani daes we were together it's like a few daes bud.. it feels like v long lorhz.. hahaa.. -.- yeahz.. and denz.. she asked mi to try out wif jN i was like.. wtf?? i don wan siahz.. cuz of his actions lorr.. haiz.. she also bth lar.. wahaha. -.- blehz.. aniwai now no show to watch.. hmmm
fri haf to go to the NDC lorr.. haiz.. sian qu one.. =.= yawnz.. =x kakaka.. i miss lewis.. oh haha.. xiuchoo drew sth ahaha.. ltr i scan den put up bahz.. till then!!
time now 2015
i scanned the picture le.. here it is.. ta da..
yellow again!! so sianz wor.. juz nw went to xl hse.. haha.. -.- bth.. yeahz.. watched one disc of at the journey bay.. yi tian bian and xu ze ya haiz.. sad case.. stupid xu ze ya.. budden he v cool la.. hahaa.. -.- oh yeah.. xl sae tat i made the right choice in brking wif jackson.. hahaa.. at first she dint agree.. budden after reading my diary bout his case.. she agree wif mi lor.. haa.. i donno lar.. i juz feel more happier without him.. lolz.. i donno how mani daes we were together it's like a few daes bud.. it feels like v long lorhz.. hahaa.. -.- yeahz.. and denz.. she asked mi to try out wif jN i was like.. wtf?? i don wan siahz.. cuz of his actions lorr.. haiz.. she also bth lar.. wahaha. -.- blehz.. aniwai now no show to watch.. hmmm
fri haf to go to the NDC lorr.. haiz.. sian qu one.. =.= yawnz.. =x kakaka.. i miss lewis.. oh haha.. xiuchoo drew sth ahaha.. ltr i scan den put up bahz.. till then!!
time now 2015
i scanned the picture le.. here it is.. ta da..
~* aNOther reJectioN *~
12.08.03 (8:39 am) [edit]
time now 0031
aloz.!! hmm juz nw joey kor asked me whether mi and him possible anot.. as in going steady.. i told him that i don haf that kinda feelings for him.. he shld understand lor.. cuz feelings is the most impt lorr.. if not how to be together ner?? mian qiang shi mei you xin fu de.. i noe gan qing shi ke yi pei yang de.. budden.. i donno lorr.. it depends who that person is lorr.. if not feelings cant be built up no matter wad.. hahaha -.- im toking crapz siahz.. well.. hu cares.. u choose to read this.. so.. it's ur problemz.. lol.. hahaa.. not that i wanna so called 'reject' him la.. he's a nice guy.. i noe.. acceptable lookin.. bud.. wad's missing is the [i][u][b]FEELING[/b][/u][ /i] understand?? haha!!~~.. if there's feeling den i confirm that i will giv it a try.. bud.. haiz.. too bad.. i almost accept him once.. bud.. hmm that was maybe like xl sae.. too close den will miss him.. den might wanna accept him.. bud donno accepting him will do him good or bad and wad's my feelings towards him.. sth lydat yeah!~~ hahaa..
aniwai oh yay~~ how do i look in that pic?? hahaa.. my cheek bones r so obvious.. i donno y.. haaha.. and he looked kinda stupid.. lol.. =x cant blame me.. it's the most presentable picture among the other 2.. lol.. enuff of crapz
hmmm still in search for jobs.. haiz.. fed up sia.. no $$ la.. y did i haf to spend so much?? hahaha.. alwaez lydat one.. bth siahz.. reminded myself not to spend so much bud in e end also spend alot.. haiz.. nvm lar.. tahan for another 19days.. lol.. yeah!~~ v fast.. by then i might haf a job le.. who noes.. den i can buy the things i wan.. hohoh!!~ the thought of buying e things i wan juz makes mi real happi.. keke.. =x well i hafta tidy moi room ltr in the morning when i wake up.. yeahz.. sighz.. it's in a mESss!! omG!!
aloz.!! hmm juz nw joey kor asked me whether mi and him possible anot.. as in going steady.. i told him that i don haf that kinda feelings for him.. he shld understand lor.. cuz feelings is the most impt lorr.. if not how to be together ner?? mian qiang shi mei you xin fu de.. i noe gan qing shi ke yi pei yang de.. budden.. i donno lorr.. it depends who that person is lorr.. if not feelings cant be built up no matter wad.. hahaha -.- im toking crapz siahz.. well.. hu cares.. u choose to read this.. so.. it's ur problemz.. lol.. hahaa.. not that i wanna so called 'reject' him la.. he's a nice guy.. i noe.. acceptable lookin.. bud.. wad's missing is the [i][u][b]FEELING[/b][/u][ /i] understand?? haha!!~~.. if there's feeling den i confirm that i will giv it a try.. bud.. haiz.. too bad.. i almost accept him once.. bud.. hmm that was maybe like xl sae.. too close den will miss him.. den might wanna accept him.. bud donno accepting him will do him good or bad and wad's my feelings towards him.. sth lydat yeah!~~ hahaa..
aniwai oh yay~~ how do i look in that pic?? hahaa.. my cheek bones r so obvious.. i donno y.. haaha.. and he looked kinda stupid.. lol.. =x cant blame me.. it's the most presentable picture among the other 2.. lol.. enuff of crapz
hmmm still in search for jobs.. haiz.. fed up sia.. no $$ la.. y did i haf to spend so much?? hahaha.. alwaez lydat one.. bth siahz.. reminded myself not to spend so much bud in e end also spend alot.. haiz.. nvm lar.. tahan for another 19days.. lol.. yeah!~~ v fast.. by then i might haf a job le.. who noes.. den i can buy the things i wan.. hohoh!!~ the thought of buying e things i wan juz makes mi real happi.. keke.. =x well i hafta tidy moi room ltr in the morning when i wake up.. yeahz.. sighz.. it's in a mESss!! omG!!
~* BuDdy thE eLf *~
12.08.03 (3:36 am) [edit]
time now 1926
yellow!!! howdy day??? hahaa.. sotz le.. hmm.. todae i went to watch elf!! quite nice, hilarious and touching.. yeahz.. it's kinda boring too lar.. bud i dint fell aslp yea?? loLXx.. todae i went out wif joey kor.. juz nw i went to centrepnt kalms there.. wanna find kn de.. budden she working.. i wonder if she saw me.. hahaa.. bud if she dint den i tink she pahjiao or she too engrossed in her work le.. hahaa.. -.- so boring lar.. nth to do now.. actually wanna go find xl de budden she ask mi nt to go so nvm lorr. lolz.. -.- yawnz.. i also took neocard with joey kor.. haha he look kinda toot.. hmm when i scanned le den i will put up bahz.. lolx.. i feel kinda hungry.. bud.. nth to eat so well.. don eat lor.. lolz!! see wad i can find den sae bahz...
aniwai tat jackson dint call nor sms me le.. i guessed he noes i wanna break le bahz.. hahaa.. -.- i juz wanna be single for the time being till i find my mr right lor.. and haf the exact feeling i had for.. *ahem* someone.. i donno whether i miss him anot lehz.. budden haiz i miss the memories.. and i don miss him.. lol.. miss the days we were together.. yeahz.. i was really in love i guessed.. thou we doesnt noe each other for long.. and our relat was short.. 18days.. not bad huh.. but well.. hahaa.. it's his loss for brking wif mi.. hhahaa.. blehz..
yeahz.. love at first sight.. i believe in it.. bud of cuz.. it takes special powers and looks haha.. to make u be in love at first sight.. for mi it dint happen.. cuz.. i also donno maybe that special someone hasnt appeared.. hahaa.. wait bahz.. deng dai jiu hui cheng zhen it means waiting for it some day it will come true or sth lydat.. haha enuff crapz for da dayz.. hahaa.. sayoz
time now ~~ 2011
i scanned the pic le.. here it is
he look quite toot.. lol.. the other pics sucks.. haha so i chose this lor..
yellow!!! howdy day??? hahaa.. sotz le.. hmm.. todae i went to watch elf!! quite nice, hilarious and touching.. yeahz.. it's kinda boring too lar.. bud i dint fell aslp yea?? loLXx.. todae i went out wif joey kor.. juz nw i went to centrepnt kalms there.. wanna find kn de.. budden she working.. i wonder if she saw me.. hahaa.. bud if she dint den i tink she pahjiao or she too engrossed in her work le.. hahaa.. -.- so boring lar.. nth to do now.. actually wanna go find xl de budden she ask mi nt to go so nvm lorr. lolz.. -.- yawnz.. i also took neocard with joey kor.. haha he look kinda toot.. hmm when i scanned le den i will put up bahz.. lolx.. i feel kinda hungry.. bud.. nth to eat so well.. don eat lor.. lolz!! see wad i can find den sae bahz...
aniwai tat jackson dint call nor sms me le.. i guessed he noes i wanna break le bahz.. hahaa.. -.- i juz wanna be single for the time being till i find my mr right lor.. and haf the exact feeling i had for.. *ahem* someone.. i donno whether i miss him anot lehz.. budden haiz i miss the memories.. and i don miss him.. lol.. miss the days we were together.. yeahz.. i was really in love i guessed.. thou we doesnt noe each other for long.. and our relat was short.. 18days.. not bad huh.. but well.. hahaa.. it's his loss for brking wif mi.. hhahaa.. blehz..
yeahz.. love at first sight.. i believe in it.. bud of cuz.. it takes special powers and looks haha.. to make u be in love at first sight.. for mi it dint happen.. cuz.. i also donno maybe that special someone hasnt appeared.. hahaa.. wait bahz.. deng dai jiu hui cheng zhen it means waiting for it some day it will come true or sth lydat.. haha enuff crapz for da dayz.. hahaa.. sayoz
time now ~~ 2011
i scanned the pic le.. here it is
he look quite toot.. lol.. the other pics sucks.. haha so i chose this lor..
~* im veri veri scared *~
12.07.03 (6:52 am) [edit]
time now 2243
*Sigh* im so afraid.. im ignoring him now.. and avoiding him.. i even switched off my handphone.. i donno y i bcame liddat.. guess tat it's my fear of him.. i really cant continue le.. i really don haf ani feelings for him.. im finding ways to avoid him..
firstly my hse fone got caller id.. lucky haiz juz hope he wun call my home lor.. if not other ppl ans den pass to me.. knn.. my hp also got caller id tat's gd.. and den i intend to put my fone silent and vibration off.. yeah.. sighz.. sad case de lehz.. sobz.. really v scary lorr.. i now scared till i gonna cry out.. how howhow??? my head spinning.. my heart pounding.. damnz.. guess tat i wun be able to slp tonite.. haiz.. this is retribution siahz.. sighz.. donno wad also la.. i juz feel so farked up lor.. :( i don dare to mention the word break lorr.. i even told him tat i wun break de.. sighz.. y i nv reject him ytd.. still sae lotsa rubbish lehz?? haiz.. if not liddat gao ding liao lorr.. den he wun bother me.. haiz.. or is he trying to make mi feel guilty.. den i will xin luan.. haiz.. donno la.. nvm i muz giv a strong front.. :p
*Sigh* im so afraid.. im ignoring him now.. and avoiding him.. i even switched off my handphone.. i donno y i bcame liddat.. guess tat it's my fear of him.. i really cant continue le.. i really don haf ani feelings for him.. im finding ways to avoid him..
firstly my hse fone got caller id.. lucky haiz juz hope he wun call my home lor.. if not other ppl ans den pass to me.. knn.. my hp also got caller id tat's gd.. and den i intend to put my fone silent and vibration off.. yeah.. sighz.. sad case de lehz.. sobz.. really v scary lorr.. i now scared till i gonna cry out.. how howhow??? my head spinning.. my heart pounding.. damnz.. guess tat i wun be able to slp tonite.. haiz.. this is retribution siahz.. sighz.. donno wad also la.. i juz feel so farked up lor.. :( i don dare to mention the word break lorr.. i even told him tat i wun break de.. sighz.. y i nv reject him ytd.. still sae lotsa rubbish lehz?? haiz.. if not liddat gao ding liao lorr.. den he wun bother me.. haiz.. or is he trying to make mi feel guilty.. den i will xin luan.. haiz.. donno la.. nvm i muz giv a strong front.. :p
~* im so happi tat im free from love finally *~
12.07.03 (2:50 am) [edit]
time now 1845
aloz.. hehee.. yeah i guessed im single again.. juz as wad i've expected.. it wasnt mi who suggested it.. nvm la.. let him wu hui dat i don wanna call or sms him.. :p liddat more gd.. i d0n feel tat guilty.. haiz.. :p donno y i feel so much joy in moi heart.. :p free from love.. i love it.. hahaa.. it's onli a few days relationship.. bud well.. hu cares?? i dont.. haha.. cuz these few days is some kind of torment.. not cuz of him.. is i also donno y la.. juz tat i feel miserable.. feel cooped up.. so juz hope i don hear frm him again bahz.. sighz.. yeah.. i also don feel the feeling of being in love.. :x really.. when ure in love u shld feel blessed.. bud i dont.. i also donno y.. haiz.. :| im not sad.. bud feel so relieved.. :x hahaaa.. -.- his sms say "u dun wan to call or msg me i don force u k.. but u juz remember to haf ur meal n take good care can liao.." haiz.. =.= so sianz.. lolz.. gotta go out buy dinner le.. update ltr.. :p sayoz
aloz.. hehee.. yeah i guessed im single again.. juz as wad i've expected.. it wasnt mi who suggested it.. nvm la.. let him wu hui dat i don wanna call or sms him.. :p liddat more gd.. i d0n feel tat guilty.. haiz.. :p donno y i feel so much joy in moi heart.. :p free from love.. i love it.. hahaa.. it's onli a few days relationship.. bud well.. hu cares?? i dont.. haha.. cuz these few days is some kind of torment.. not cuz of him.. is i also donno y la.. juz tat i feel miserable.. feel cooped up.. so juz hope i don hear frm him again bahz.. sighz.. yeah.. i also don feel the feeling of being in love.. :x really.. when ure in love u shld feel blessed.. bud i dont.. i also donno y.. haiz.. :| im not sad.. bud feel so relieved.. :x hahaaa.. -.- his sms say "u dun wan to call or msg me i don force u k.. but u juz remember to haf ur meal n take good care can liao.." haiz.. =.= so sianz.. lolz.. gotta go out buy dinner le.. update ltr.. :p sayoz
~* i tink i made e wrong choice.. *~
12.06.03 (6:41 pm) [edit]
time now 1033
haiz.. i really tink i made the wrong choice siahz.. knn de lorr.. he ytd sae wanna go out meet.. along wif his fren den ask mi bring along a fren also.. -.- den.. alot of crapz la.. den i sae i ask her first.. maybe she don wan.. den he sae [i]if ur fren don wan den u don wan meet mi le ah??[/i] i sae donno.. den he sae [i]wah! if ur fren more impt than mi den go find her lor..[/i] i was like [u][b]WTF???[/b][/u] kaoz ehz.. haiz.. nw we haf nth to tok le.. i donno wad to tok also.. i cannt tok cock also.. tmd.. haiz.. really v fan le lorr.. knn.. :(
i really tink tat being single is e bez lorr.. free of troubles arghz.. i donno whether i wanna sms him this [i]"dear ah.. frenz more impt to u or ur gf? of cuz is frenz lor.. how long u hav known them? they shared more of ur ups and downs.. if u cant accept tat my fren is more impt.. den too bad lor.. i haf nth to sae..."[/i] bud i don haf the guts to do so lorr.. haiz.. i realli donno lehz.. tell mi wad to do??? sigh~!! headache headache
haiz.. i really tink i made the wrong choice siahz.. knn de lorr.. he ytd sae wanna go out meet.. along wif his fren den ask mi bring along a fren also.. -.- den.. alot of crapz la.. den i sae i ask her first.. maybe she don wan.. den he sae [i]if ur fren don wan den u don wan meet mi le ah??[/i] i sae donno.. den he sae [i]wah! if ur fren more impt than mi den go find her lor..[/i] i was like [u][b]WTF???[/b][/u] kaoz ehz.. haiz.. nw we haf nth to tok le.. i donno wad to tok also.. i cannt tok cock also.. tmd.. haiz.. really v fan le lorr.. knn.. :(
i really tink tat being single is e bez lorr.. free of troubles arghz.. i donno whether i wanna sms him this [i]"dear ah.. frenz more impt to u or ur gf? of cuz is frenz lor.. how long u hav known them? they shared more of ur ups and downs.. if u cant accept tat my fren is more impt.. den too bad lor.. i haf nth to sae..."[/i] bud i don haf the guts to do so lorr.. haiz.. i realli donno lehz.. tell mi wad to do??? sigh~!! headache headache
~* is he dua-ing(playing) me *~
12.06.03 (6:56 am) [edit]
time now ~ 2251
jackson smsed mi few mins ago saying " Dear ah i tell u sth k.. den u tink properly liao den tell mi k.. i realli veri ugly and fat 1.. if u mind i wun blame u 1.. tink k.." den i reply " -.-.. pls lo.. hu cares.. got ppl sae u ugly anot?? " den he reply " u sure got alot of handsome guys 1 ma.. realli. i don wan u to waste ur time on me so u tink properlyfirst k. i don wan u to regret" den i reply "i also ugly as u said wad" den he reply "wan u tink properly liao den u msg me k.. i will wait for ur reply"
kaoz.. knn siahz.. idiotic lehz.. haiz.. stead liao.. den sae this kinda thing.. i replied him "dear ah.. character is more impt to me.. acceptable looking and treat mi gd can le.. im not asking much.." now waiting for his reply.. let's wait.. sighz.. no reply.. i guessed that he wanna dump me?? i also donno la.. haiz.. zhen ma fan.. stupid de lorr..
ohh he replied le.. "u sure anot? i don wan u to regret leh" den i reply "i regret for wad? as long as i kan de shun yan can le lor" den he reply me "k lor.. make sure u don regret leh" den i reply say "y u oways sae dont wan me to regret? u muz haf confidence in urself.. u tell mi la.. got ppl say u ugly fat or wadsoever or is that wad u tink" den he say "wad i tink lor" den i reply "haiz dont tink too much lor.. since no ppl say den y worry ner?"
jackson smsed mi few mins ago saying " Dear ah i tell u sth k.. den u tink properly liao den tell mi k.. i realli veri ugly and fat 1.. if u mind i wun blame u 1.. tink k.." den i reply " -.-.. pls lo.. hu cares.. got ppl sae u ugly anot?? " den he reply " u sure got alot of handsome guys 1 ma.. realli. i don wan u to waste ur time on me so u tink properlyfirst k. i don wan u to regret" den i reply "i also ugly as u said wad" den he reply "wan u tink properly liao den u msg me k.. i will wait for ur reply"
kaoz.. knn siahz.. idiotic lehz.. haiz.. stead liao.. den sae this kinda thing.. i replied him "dear ah.. character is more impt to me.. acceptable looking and treat mi gd can le.. im not asking much.." now waiting for his reply.. let's wait.. sighz.. no reply.. i guessed that he wanna dump me?? i also donno la.. haiz.. zhen ma fan.. stupid de lorr..
ohh he replied le.. "u sure anot? i don wan u to regret leh" den i reply "i regret for wad? as long as i kan de shun yan can le lor" den he reply me "k lor.. make sure u don regret leh" den i reply say "y u oways sae dont wan me to regret? u muz haf confidence in urself.. u tell mi la.. got ppl say u ugly fat or wadsoever or is that wad u tink" den he say "wad i tink lor" den i reply "haiz dont tink too much lor.. since no ppl say den y worry ner?"
~* i luv durIaN *~
12.06.03 (2:03 am) [edit]
time now 1751
hihiz.. juz nw i go bpp eat dinner lorr.. ate yong tau foo.. abit onli la.. haiz.. den go home eat durian.. yummy..!! it looked like shit.. bud.. nice taste.. hahaa donno y some ppl cant stand the smell of it.. maybe it realli smell like shit?? bud shit smellier lehz.. haha.. donno wad shit taste like also.. omg.. hahaa.. don make mi puke siahz.. :p hmmm.. yeahz..
juz nw at 12+ ms came to moi hse to see whether got ani jobs on the newspaper.. found on at fu lu shou building.. haha she not sure whether she wanna go for the interview anot lorr.. haiz.. ytd's newspaper got the singer thingy.. donno whether i wanna call anot lehz.. sighz.. nvm look for tmr de lorr.. so ez.. hahaa.. =.= :X yeahz..
hmmm.. i donno le lorr.. juz nw sent him moi pic.. well.. i donno wad's his opinion lorrz.. haiz.. if he tink i paikua den so be it.. this kinda guy bu yao ye bah.. hahaha.. ;) blehzz.. luv sucks already mahz.. haahhaa.. still ask mi to love luv.. haha.. -.- understand?? no?? den nvm :p hahaa.. i sotz le laa.. yawnz.. juz nw he sae he will call mi back in donno how mani mins.. or maybe i heard wrongly.. let's see lorr.. yeahz.. :x hahaha if don haf ani tink den i tink suan le bahzz.. he alwaez sae like he wanna break liddat.. bud donno whether he joking or is serious.. i mean.. whr got ppl joke bout breaking de nehz??? haiz.. forget wad he sae le la.. -.- bthz.. haiz.. :p well kan kai yi dian baz..
hihiz.. juz nw i go bpp eat dinner lorr.. ate yong tau foo.. abit onli la.. haiz.. den go home eat durian.. yummy..!! it looked like shit.. bud.. nice taste.. hahaa donno y some ppl cant stand the smell of it.. maybe it realli smell like shit?? bud shit smellier lehz.. haha.. donno wad shit taste like also.. omg.. hahaa.. don make mi puke siahz.. :p hmmm.. yeahz..
juz nw at 12+ ms came to moi hse to see whether got ani jobs on the newspaper.. found on at fu lu shou building.. haha she not sure whether she wanna go for the interview anot lorr.. haiz.. ytd's newspaper got the singer thingy.. donno whether i wanna call anot lehz.. sighz.. nvm look for tmr de lorr.. so ez.. hahaa.. =.= :X yeahz..
hmmm.. i donno le lorr.. juz nw sent him moi pic.. well.. i donno wad's his opinion lorrz.. haiz.. if he tink i paikua den so be it.. this kinda guy bu yao ye bah.. hahaha.. ;) blehzz.. luv sucks already mahz.. haahhaa.. still ask mi to love luv.. haha.. -.- understand?? no?? den nvm :p hahaa.. i sotz le laa.. yawnz.. juz nw he sae he will call mi back in donno how mani mins.. or maybe i heard wrongly.. let's see lorr.. yeahz.. :x hahaha if don haf ani tink den i tink suan le bahzz.. he alwaez sae like he wanna break liddat.. bud donno whether he joking or is serious.. i mean.. whr got ppl joke bout breaking de nehz??? haiz.. forget wad he sae le la.. -.- bthz.. haiz.. :p well kan kai yi dian baz..
~* i noe le *~
12.05.03 (6:11 am) [edit]
time now ~ 2208
yoyoz.. hmmm juz nw he told me evrything le.. he say that guy is an indian de.. den he say he asked tat indian guy wad sperm de.. wad black and white.. donno wad shit la.. den i donno le.. den wad call mi i also donno la.. haa. -.- bth.. so sianz.. i don haf tat feeling of love yet..
yoyoz.. hmmm juz nw he told me evrything le.. he say that guy is an indian de.. den he say he asked tat indian guy wad sperm de.. wad black and white.. donno wad shit la.. den i donno le.. den wad call mi i also donno la.. haa. -.- bth.. so sianz.. i don haf tat feeling of love yet..
~* wad e fark? *~
12.05.03 (4:37 am) [edit]
time now ~ 2027
yozz.. todae went to chinatown the OG there.. visit xl de.. hahaa.. we couldnt find her at first den went to find yL den found her le.. den we went upstairs again.. den finally saw her.. she was shocked haha.. -.- she dint noe we're going there lorr hahaa.. bth.. and den we went to mani places see clothes.. including the whole OG la.. hahaa -.- bth.. yea.. C.K the clothes there v cheap and v nice lorhz.. i like it.. next time go there buy clothes le.. haha don wanna go this fashion.. sho ex.. hahaha.. -.- yeah sighz.. den when we going home.. got traffic jam.. cuz got accident.. sian one.. haiz..
feelin quite sad now.. donno whether isit sad lar.. not sure also lorr.. yeah.. got a person call mi i donno tat no. de lorr.. den also got one voicemail lor.. den i cant hear.. nvm.. den i called back that no. his voice sucks.. hahaa.. -.- i tink his name is desmond loh aka potato.. that's wad he say in the voicemail.. kns siah.. den when i called back.. he asked whether im adeline or adelene donno which spelling aiyah all the same pronunciation.. den i say no.. den there was silence.. like he was toking to someone.. den he ask mi u noe someone named jackson? i say yeah.. den i donno wad he say cant hear clearly something like wad gf one.. den i alwaez huh? huh? huh? den he finally say huh lampa la.. kns siahz.. den i tink jackson say mei you shi la.. byebye.. i juz kup hahaa.. yeah man.. den when i reached home i listened to the voicemail.. donno wad they toking bout.. sian.. feeling quite angry lorr.. knn ccb lar.. haiz.. siao one.. he wanna trick mi isit.. nb.. arghz.. don wanna sae le wait i tink too much den jiat lat.. hahaa.. -.- forget it.. don wanna remember it.. brainwash mi.. :p
yozz.. todae went to chinatown the OG there.. visit xl de.. hahaa.. we couldnt find her at first den went to find yL den found her le.. den we went upstairs again.. den finally saw her.. she was shocked haha.. -.- she dint noe we're going there lorr hahaa.. bth.. and den we went to mani places see clothes.. including the whole OG la.. hahaa -.- bth.. yea.. C.K the clothes there v cheap and v nice lorhz.. i like it.. next time go there buy clothes le.. haha don wanna go this fashion.. sho ex.. hahaha.. -.- yeah sighz.. den when we going home.. got traffic jam.. cuz got accident.. sian one.. haiz..
feelin quite sad now.. donno whether isit sad lar.. not sure also lorr.. yeah.. got a person call mi i donno tat no. de lorr.. den also got one voicemail lor.. den i cant hear.. nvm.. den i called back that no. his voice sucks.. hahaa.. -.- i tink his name is desmond loh aka potato.. that's wad he say in the voicemail.. kns siah.. den when i called back.. he asked whether im adeline or adelene donno which spelling aiyah all the same pronunciation.. den i say no.. den there was silence.. like he was toking to someone.. den he ask mi u noe someone named jackson? i say yeah.. den i donno wad he say cant hear clearly something like wad gf one.. den i alwaez huh? huh? huh? den he finally say huh lampa la.. kns siahz.. den i tink jackson say mei you shi la.. byebye.. i juz kup hahaa.. yeah man.. den when i reached home i listened to the voicemail.. donno wad they toking bout.. sian.. feeling quite angry lorr.. knn ccb lar.. haiz.. siao one.. he wanna trick mi isit.. nb.. arghz.. don wanna sae le wait i tink too much den jiat lat.. hahaa.. -.- forget it.. don wanna remember it.. brainwash mi.. :p
~* yAwnZz bOriNg sIa *~
12.04.03 (9:37 pm) [edit]
time now ~ 1333
aloha.. today is fri le.. so fast siahz.. haiz.. yeahz.. :shock: sighz.. no whr to go lorr.. donno whr to go also.. haiz.. juz nw woke up at 11+ siahz.. hahaa i for bout 10+ or so.. ahaha.. bthz.. no peepz online now.. really v sianz.. yeahz.. i hav nth to write.. bud i feel like writing lorr.. haiz.. no mood to write my story also.. when i feel like writing den i write bahz.. if not the story will sucks.. hahaa.. -.- :p
aloha.. today is fri le.. so fast siahz.. haiz.. yeahz.. :shock: sighz.. no whr to go lorr.. donno whr to go also.. haiz.. juz nw woke up at 11+ siahz.. hahaa i for bout 10+ or so.. ahaha.. bthz.. no peepz online now.. really v sianz.. yeahz.. i hav nth to write.. bud i feel like writing lorr.. haiz.. no mood to write my story also.. when i feel like writing den i write bahz.. if not the story will sucks.. hahaa.. -.- :p
~* i've accepted him le *~
12.04.03 (7:24 am) [edit]
time now 2323
hihiz.. ive accepted him le.. this afternoon.. he asked mi again.. i told him i will consider for a few mins.. haa.. and well.. yeah my ans is yes lorh.. hmmm ltr i will update gotta go downstairs see my bro's new bike
time now 0003
woo back from a ride haha.. quite scary.. yeah.. hmm todae mi and jackson stead le.. i tink less than an hr we almost broke.. sian one.. sighz.. budden after tat he hao again lor.. hahaa.. -.- bth sia.. i dint meet him b4 lehz.. kaoz.. he says he 1.7m and 72kg liddat.. omg.. hmm wonder how he'll look like if he's presentable.. meaning ok looking.. acceptable.. den gd for me.. if not.. i tink i go commit suicide haha... and then he told mi his longest relationship is 2 1/2 yr long.. shortest is 2week.. will i break the longest or shortest record ner??? hahaa.. -.- i oso donno.. he 1 am his duty finish lor.. donno he go reply mi anot lehz.. he juz nw sounded abit bu shuang lor.. haiz.. nvm la.. :| hu cares siahz.. im now so hot.. yeah
aniwai juz nw when xl finished work hor.. she called mi to sae that she wanna go to lot1 lor.. den.. i no $$ go take bus so i walked there.. i walk and run and walk and run.. haha like running 2.4km liddat.. so shuang.. hahaa.. juz nw went downstairs den ran back home to take some strings.. for my bro's bike.. so i exercised.. hahaa.. bth..
haiz.. im missing him ler.. omg.. i not sure whether sat meeting anot lorr.. sighz. sickening de.. i v scared and nervous hahaa.. how long i dint haf bf le ner? lemmi count bah..7months and 4days liddat.. hahaa.. -.- about half a yr lorr.. haiz..
i now still don haf job lor.. my bro say that he called that person and she saes that don haf vacancy yet.. tmd.. haiz.. nvm suan le lorr.. i donno wanna work as wad le lorr.. haiz.. sad sad sad.. sobzz.. haiz.. donno wanna slp soon or to wait till 1am.. haiz.. i haven write my story yet.. sianz worhz.. :| ahahaha.. yeahz.. sian
hihiz.. ive accepted him le.. this afternoon.. he asked mi again.. i told him i will consider for a few mins.. haa.. and well.. yeah my ans is yes lorh.. hmmm ltr i will update gotta go downstairs see my bro's new bike
time now 0003
woo back from a ride haha.. quite scary.. yeah.. hmm todae mi and jackson stead le.. i tink less than an hr we almost broke.. sian one.. sighz.. budden after tat he hao again lor.. hahaa.. -.- bth sia.. i dint meet him b4 lehz.. kaoz.. he says he 1.7m and 72kg liddat.. omg.. hmm wonder how he'll look like if he's presentable.. meaning ok looking.. acceptable.. den gd for me.. if not.. i tink i go commit suicide haha... and then he told mi his longest relationship is 2 1/2 yr long.. shortest is 2week.. will i break the longest or shortest record ner??? hahaa.. -.- i oso donno.. he 1 am his duty finish lor.. donno he go reply mi anot lehz.. he juz nw sounded abit bu shuang lor.. haiz.. nvm la.. :| hu cares siahz.. im now so hot.. yeah
aniwai juz nw when xl finished work hor.. she called mi to sae that she wanna go to lot1 lor.. den.. i no $$ go take bus so i walked there.. i walk and run and walk and run.. haha like running 2.4km liddat.. so shuang.. hahaa.. juz nw went downstairs den ran back home to take some strings.. for my bro's bike.. so i exercised.. hahaa.. bth..
haiz.. im missing him ler.. omg.. i not sure whether sat meeting anot lorr.. sighz. sickening de.. i v scared and nervous hahaa.. how long i dint haf bf le ner? lemmi count bah..7months and 4days liddat.. hahaa.. -.- about half a yr lorr.. haiz..
i now still don haf job lor.. my bro say that he called that person and she saes that don haf vacancy yet.. tmd.. haiz.. nvm suan le lorr.. i donno wanna work as wad le lorr.. haiz.. sad sad sad.. sobzz.. haiz.. donno wanna slp soon or to wait till 1am.. haiz.. i haven write my story yet.. sianz worhz.. :| ahahaha.. yeahz.. sian
~* cOnfusEd hEArt i dOnNo wAd to do *~
12.03.03 (6:05 pm) [edit]
time now 0955
cute riteZ? hahaa.. =p found it in some website.. haiz.. i realli donno wad to do lorr.. =( im so confused.. juz now at 3+ am i sms him sae {[b][i]sorry i now not ready to be in a relationship cuz im afraid i will be hurt again.[/i][/b].} den he at 6+ reply me say {[b][i]i dint force u to be my gf and i already say if you be my gf i wont hurt you but to treat u whole heartedly.. i noe u won believe me but nvm.. i wont force u cuz i respect ur decision juz hope u will take care of urself and if u need ani help u tink i will be able to help juz gimmi a call.. k la don disturb u liao.. good morning andtake care alwaz.. miss and love u lots.[/i][/b].} sighz... den i replied him {[b][i]its not tat i don believe u.. i don haf faith in myself haha actually i bluff u de i have a little feeling for u bud i choose to deny it.. i hate myself[/i][/b]} den he reply mi like don wanna chat liddat.. knn.. haiz.. he likes to assume things.. shucks manz.. :? haiz.. it juz sucks man.. aiyah suan le la.. i so fan for wad.. hahaa.. -.- yawnz.. gonna watch vcd le.. tata..
cute riteZ? hahaa.. =p found it in some website.. haiz.. i realli donno wad to do lorr.. =( im so confused.. juz now at 3+ am i sms him sae {[b][i]sorry i now not ready to be in a relationship cuz im afraid i will be hurt again.[/i][/b].} den he at 6+ reply me say {[b][i]i dint force u to be my gf and i already say if you be my gf i wont hurt you but to treat u whole heartedly.. i noe u won believe me but nvm.. i wont force u cuz i respect ur decision juz hope u will take care of urself and if u need ani help u tink i will be able to help juz gimmi a call.. k la don disturb u liao.. good morning andtake care alwaz.. miss and love u lots.[/i][/b].} sighz... den i replied him {[b][i]its not tat i don believe u.. i don haf faith in myself haha actually i bluff u de i have a little feeling for u bud i choose to deny it.. i hate myself[/i][/b]} den he reply mi like don wanna chat liddat.. knn.. haiz.. he likes to assume things.. shucks manz.. :? haiz.. it juz sucks man.. aiyah suan le la.. i so fan for wad.. hahaa.. -.- yawnz.. gonna watch vcd le.. tata..
~* sUan le lOr.. *~
12.03.03 (11:50 am) [edit]
time now 0343
h@iz.. so sianz.. don feel like slping lorhz.. donno y.. irritatingg... blehz.. i cant be bothered le.. sighz.. another fren gone.. :) hehee.. noe only less than one week den sayonara.. :x hahaa.. aiyah bo pian ma.. told ya le.. frenz come and go de lorr.. -.- so i also cannt do anitink le.. heehee.. i donno y.. my heart hurt abit.. i really don dare to be involve in another relat.. i was hurt so deeply.. my heart has yet to be recovered.. nth i sae.. he will believe le.. bud well.. nvm lorr.. it's all fated lorr.. sighz.. :| hahaa i also don wanna gif a damn le.. it's so.. sickening.. it sucks man!!~~ donno y i don feel like slping.. haiz.. forget it.. tmr muz wake up quite earli.. or mabe i not slping who noes.. hahaa.. yeah den i needa write the story.. i need some inspiration.. hahaha being a writer it's like dat.. cant blame.. well.. i guess i shld try to get to slp le.. ;p nitenitez..
h@iz.. so sianz.. don feel like slping lorhz.. donno y.. irritatingg... blehz.. i cant be bothered le.. sighz.. another fren gone.. :) hehee.. noe only less than one week den sayonara.. :x hahaa.. aiyah bo pian ma.. told ya le.. frenz come and go de lorr.. -.- so i also cannt do anitink le.. heehee.. i donno y.. my heart hurt abit.. i really don dare to be involve in another relat.. i was hurt so deeply.. my heart has yet to be recovered.. nth i sae.. he will believe le.. bud well.. nvm lorr.. it's all fated lorr.. sighz.. :| hahaa i also don wanna gif a damn le.. it's so.. sickening.. it sucks man!!~~ donno y i don feel like slping.. haiz.. forget it.. tmr muz wake up quite earli.. or mabe i not slping who noes.. hahaa.. yeah den i needa write the story.. i need some inspiration.. hahaha being a writer it's like dat.. cant blame.. well.. i guess i shld try to get to slp le.. ;p nitenitez..
~* as if i care *~
12.03.03 (9:02 am) [edit]
time now ~ 0049
hihizz.. im back again.. yeahz.. hmmm.. juz now i booked my appt. for the dental thru online booking lorhz.. cuz i cant call thru for 2 days le lorhz.. haiz.. irritating shit siahz.. haiz.. forget it lar.. angry ezily v fast old de.. hee.. -.- yeah..
juz nw i went to jp wif xl and xc lorhz.. i called my mother and told her tat i wanna go jp lor she nag nag nag.. den sae wad she gif mi onli 1hr lorr.. of cuz i argue back.. i sae 1hr not enuff lorr.. -.- hahaa.. den i tat time v pekcek le lorhz.. irritated.. hee.. bud well.. of cuz i won la.. =x oopx.. haha.. den we walked to evry clothes shop bud don hav the one she wan so she sae go plaza buy skirtz.. -.- den go home.. -.- sucks
hihizz.. im back again.. yeahz.. hmmm.. juz now i booked my appt. for the dental thru online booking lorhz.. cuz i cant call thru for 2 days le lorhz.. haiz.. irritating shit siahz.. haiz.. forget it lar.. angry ezily v fast old de.. hee.. -.- yeah..
juz nw i went to jp wif xl and xc lorhz.. i called my mother and told her tat i wanna go jp lor she nag nag nag.. den sae wad she gif mi onli 1hr lorr.. of cuz i argue back.. i sae 1hr not enuff lorr.. -.- hahaa.. den i tat time v pekcek le lorhz.. irritated.. hee.. bud well.. of cuz i won la.. =x oopx.. haha.. den we walked to evry clothes shop bud don hav the one she wan so she sae go plaza buy skirtz.. -.- den go home.. -.- sucks
~* bRiNg me tO LiFe *~
12.02.03 (8:51 pm) [edit]
time now ~ 12.51
yoz.. ytd over nite at xl hse.. so dint update lorr.. ytd went to jurong entertainment go watch wishin stairs.. omg.. so scary worr.. hmmm.. yeahz.. hahaa.. was covering my ears.. my god.. =x after tat went to long john haa.. mum mum.. the knife sucks.. chicken sucks.. hahaa.. well.. den i left one piece untouched.. hahaa.. don feel like eating le lorr.. yeahz.. haiz.. so boring lorr.. watched the dolphin show.. so nice lorr.. i donno the title.. forget le.. hahaa.. bud got 2 shuai ges lehz.. hahaaha.. -.- one is xu zerya.. and zhong xiao gang.. wooo.. lol.. i prefer zerya.. :p lahahaa.. sighhzz.. nth to update yet.. den slp for 7hrs liddat.. my eyes itch lorr.. den v red.. donno y.. bud well.. it's much better le lorr.. yeah.. and aniwai.. that stupid national dental centre cxannot call thru one lehz.. sucks manz.. :|
yoz.. ytd over nite at xl hse.. so dint update lorr.. ytd went to jurong entertainment go watch wishin stairs.. omg.. so scary worr.. hmmm.. yeahz.. hahaa.. was covering my ears.. my god.. =x after tat went to long john haa.. mum mum.. the knife sucks.. chicken sucks.. hahaa.. well.. den i left one piece untouched.. hahaa.. don feel like eating le lorr.. yeahz.. haiz.. so boring lorr.. watched the dolphin show.. so nice lorr.. i donno the title.. forget le.. hahaa.. bud got 2 shuai ges lehz.. hahaaha.. -.- one is xu zerya.. and zhong xiao gang.. wooo.. lol.. i prefer zerya.. :p lahahaa.. sighhzz.. nth to update yet.. den slp for 7hrs liddat.. my eyes itch lorr.. den v red.. donno y.. bud well.. it's much better le lorr.. yeah.. and aniwai.. that stupid national dental centre cxannot call thru one lehz.. sucks manz.. :|
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12.01.03 (5:34 pm) [edit]
time now ~ 0930
zhou jie lun hao shuai worr.. =p i love him forever...................................... he's so charming.. omg!! hmmm todae dint go out le.. xl sae she cannot make it cuz her father unwell.. so she don dare to ask him.. den too bad lorr.. of cuz i dint wanna go alone wif that jL.. hahaa.. yeahz.. sighz.. feel like playing yahoo pool.. haiz.. so sianz.. i wanna watch wishing stairs lehz.. who wanna accompany me watch lehz? i also donno whether ms wan anot.. sighz.. sms her bahz.. hee..
hmm she came online le.. hahaa.. -.- sighz.. boring...
time now ~ 0940
forget to add sth la.. i dreamt of a dream i dreamt b4.. haiz.. v scary... some parts onli.. some are new.. singapore having flood??? omg.. it's realli scary lorhz.. i was sooo scared in the dream.. not noeing wad to do.. hmm den i dreamt that i was being chased.. by bad guys.. yeahz.. i was running away.. they hav guns.. wanted to shoot me.. bud the shooting was in slow motion like the matrix.. hahaa.. den i escaped those shots.. i donno.. v scary lorr.. :?
zhou jie lun hao shuai worr.. =p i love him forever...................................... he's so charming.. omg!! hmmm todae dint go out le.. xl sae she cannot make it cuz her father unwell.. so she don dare to ask him.. den too bad lorr.. of cuz i dint wanna go alone wif that jL.. hahaa.. yeahz.. sighz.. feel like playing yahoo pool.. haiz.. so sianz.. i wanna watch wishing stairs lehz.. who wanna accompany me watch lehz? i also donno whether ms wan anot.. sighz.. sms her bahz.. hee..
hmm she came online le.. hahaa.. -.- sighz.. boring...
time now ~ 0940
forget to add sth la.. i dreamt of a dream i dreamt b4.. haiz.. v scary... some parts onli.. some are new.. singapore having flood??? omg.. it's realli scary lorhz.. i was sooo scared in the dream.. not noeing wad to do.. hmm den i dreamt that i was being chased.. by bad guys.. yeahz.. i was running away.. they hav guns.. wanted to shoot me.. bud the shooting was in slow motion like the matrix.. hahaa.. den i escaped those shots.. i donno.. v scary lorr.. :?