he cant make it.. too bad

11.30.03 (8:08 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 1043

yoz.. i dint go out lorr.. ltr go xl hse lorr.. hee.. hmm.. he cant make it lor.. he sae his unit call him for donno wad emergency donno wad thing la.. bth.. hahaa.. well i guess we're not fated to meet.. already 3/4 times cannot.. haha -.- bthz.. so boring.. keke.. -.- feel like slping wor


this is 5566 de toys.. cute rite?? hehee..

few more hrs left to meet him..

11.30.03 (5:00 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 0730



wooo shuai ge worr.. zhou jie lun.. my husband lai de.. hahaa.. cool rite..?? yeah.. love him alot!!~~ esp his songs.. *FAIntS* hahaaa...

hmm will be going out at 9.40 lydat.. meet him.. so scary.. hhahaa.. tmr gonna go to clementi there play pool and bowling.. woo.. nice siahz.. bud muz pay more lehz.. sianz.. :| sighz.. gonna haf stomachache soon lor.. sighz.. irritating.. later muz dress mei mei.. hahaha -.- for wad???? kekeke.. now still v earli.. feel like slping bud scared i over slp.. so might as well don slp haaha.. -.- update later worr.. sayoz

sigh...

11.30.03 (6:46 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 2118

hihizz.. todae had quite an enjoyable time.. hee.. bought a jacket and a sleeveless shirt.. quite nice.. haiz.. well.. went to a place near plaza singapura.. 3 storeys this fashion.. bud the clothes v limited.. i still prefer paya lebar there.. hahaa.. more bigger.. and more varieties lorr.. sighz.. yeah.. and then.. we went to plaza singapura.. went to the toilet.. hahaa.. den i bought a strawberry sundae frm mac.. wooo v nice.. haha.. den walk to heeren there.. yeah.. bought another ice cream.. road stall de.. they used coconut milk make de.. v nice.. my fav.. hahaa.. den go home lorr.. nth to do.. bud we went there quite long la.. till ms tired.. wahaha.. -.- i intended to go xl hse giv her the tape after going orchard.. bud then she bz so.. well.. tmr ba.. hmm.. so tired..

tmr im gonna meet kane.. so scary.. wait he ugly or handsome how?? if ok looking den hai hao lorr.. hahaa.. if not i donno how to handle le.. if he ugly i don dare tok to him.. if handsome i shy to tok to him.. wakakaka.. -.- blehz.. he say he'll be wearing shirt and white pants.. we'll be watching wishing stairs a korean horror movie.. oh damn.. im gonna cover my ears again and kena suan.. hahaa.. that's how.. darren suan me.. tmd.. haha.. well.. hahaa.. we'll be watching at jurong entertainment there.. yeah.. meeting at 10.30 having lunch at long john.. den go for movie.. hmm.. after tat i donno le.. up 2 him ba.. :x.. he's quite tall lorr.. 180+ haa.. -.-

interesting dream.. hmmm

11.29.03 (4:23 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 0651

aloz.. had a nice dream lehz.. hahaha.. bud weird also.. i got dream of pan wei bo, ms sim, whole sec4E, 5Ns.. i donno take wad award.. den got wad chalet.. xiaoxin.. donno who le.. hahaa.. pan wei bo and xiaoxin is e best one.. hahaha.. =x they v shuai.. bud zhou jielun more shuai.. omg.. cant imagine i was at close view wif both of them.. haahahaa... v nice.. =x lemmi start frm the beginning of the dream ba...

first part was kinda weird -- a grp of ppl.. i donno who de.. we were going to a chalet.. den muz choose room.. duhz.. i chose a room quite nice.. haha.. bud forget how it looked like.. and then.. i remember muz choose a playstation?? or wadeva that is.. orange color.. at first i wanted black.. bud got orange.. hahaa.. that gd lor.. after tat.. i was in the sch hall.. for donno wad award thing.. im the only one who received it.. haa.. kinda stupid.. then b4 i receive it.. panweibo was quieting down the students.. bud they were gaga over him.. hahaa.. in the end he pekcek den stared at a grp of girls.. who were so noisy.. then they screamed and quieten down.. hahaa.. after receiving.. i remember got seehian, khartik, yiru, xiuling and panweibo when i went back to sit.. hahaa.. den i sat beside panweibo.. he was doing magic tricks.. woo.. den i wanted to try.. den act act i noe.. he not looking i change the other hand.. he sae u fake one.. hahhaa.. v nice.. den go back getting ready to go to the chalet.. xiaoxin.. donno y appear.. hahahaa.. -.-

aniwai i also remember partly.. that got classroom.. den v messy.. anihow sit.. donno y also la... kinda stupid later den update..

omg..~ unbelievable..

11.28.03 (10:42 pm)   [edit]
time now 1.17pm

hey.. haaha it's realli unbelievable lorr.. cant imagine.. a person 150cm tall and 100kg.. omg.. yea.. tat's the guy who smsed me ytd.. -.- hmmm.. bth.. still sae wad u can choose whether to continue to hav me as ur fren.. bth.. haa.. -.- den i say siao aR? fren muz mind ht and wt one mehz? -.- slept at 1am ytd woke up at 11 hahaa.. 10hrs.. woo.. actually i woke up at 9 bud i slp again.. haha.. sighz.. so bored.. :( nth to do.. no peeps online.. yawn.. later haf to wash plates.. hate it.. when ca n i work?? sob

enjoyable bud tiring day lorr..

11.28.03 (9:13 am)   [edit]
time now 2341

hmmm haloz.. reached home bout 2330 liddat lorr.. hmm.. juz nw go jurong point.. hahaa.. we donno wad to do.. walk here walk there.. sian one lorr.. den i spent onli $2 buy that octopus ball.. niceesh!!~ oishi!!~ feel like eating again.. hmm lol.. den v farnie.. yeah.. we spent bout 5mins tinking whr to go den jason lee suggested play pool.. at clementi.. hmm.. den of cuz we went.. hahaa.. munyu &meishi don wanna go de.. in the end they went also lar.. persuaded.. lol.. hmmm den kaoz.. i sat bside him.. idiotic...haiz.. suay ah!~~ hahaa.. den play pool in VIP room leh.. woo.. cuz xiuchoo got go also.. hahaa.. yeah man!!~ all alone in our own room.. playing pool.. lol.. hmm quite fun lar.. bud.. hmmm haiz.. nvm... enuff.. den play for donno how long lorr.. den go home.. v tired by then.. haha.. legs aching.. hai

feel like slping nw.. yeah.. :| hahaa.. haiz.. my kor not in.. if nt ask him help mi dye hair.. haiz. idiotic.. :X hahaa.. -.- oh yeah got one incident.. v strange lor.. cuz at 8+ i was playing pool le.. den someone smsed me.. saying wad care to be fren.. i ask who r u.. den he say wad he is someone who wanna noe me.. den he cant sae who gave him my no. stupid siahz.. haiz.. den juz nw i called him la.. talked a while.. yeah.. stupid one la.. his voice nt bad lar.. hahaha.. den i asked meishi to call tat person to see whether it's a guy or a ger.. -.- den hahaa.. first i hear den put down.. den meishi asked whether steve there? haha.. den sae his voice ok la.. -.- bth.. haiz.. still got alot la i don wanna type so much todae.. haha..

cheatersssss

11.27.03 (8:28 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 1100

dammit.. dash all my hopes of rebonding..hahaa.. wanna cheat my $$ wait longlong..they nv include in the sign outside..haa.. hmm.. wad happened?? hahaa.. juz nw went to that shop.. den they say wanna do rebonding muz go along with e treatment.. rebonding $69 treatment $65 so altogether $134.. go to hell la.. i rather buy clothes siahz.. hahaa.. wanna cheat my money.. idiotic.. haah den of cuz i ran away.. they asked mi to get the money and my student pass.. nabei.. i don wan go back there le.. stupid idiotic.. humph.. nvm i got that rebonding machine.. haa.. arsehole.. :P sighz.. so sianz.. :X gonna go plaza later.. woo.. song bo..?? keke.. heeheehee.. buy clothes and the hair dye.. yeah man~!~!!~! aniwai i feel happi also.. :p juz angry that shop la.. bth.. haa.. -.- stupid

forget it ba..

11.27.03 (9:26 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 23.56

suan le ba.. do wad he deem fit.. he wans to follow us so be it lorr.. i also cant do anitink to stop him.. sighz.. so bth lor.. haiz.. don wan him like a dog follow us ard.. bud well.. who givs a damn manz.. hahahaa.. -.-

haiz todae muz wait for my father to come back see whether can get my allowance lorr.. den tmr morning can go rebond.. not sure wad time the salon open.. so well.. juz go there at 10 bah.. i scared got many ppl.. haiz.. well it's not sunday.. so hmm maybe not many ppl lorr.. hahaa.. -.- sighz.. i've decided that i will dye my hair again.. next week.. the mandarin.. hope that the colour will appear.. this time i will make longer period.. that instruction bk suckz.. y i so ting hua go follow.. hahaa.. well.. i've learnt my lesson.. so i wun follow wad they sae.. cuz it need longer time for the colour to be absorb into the hair bah?? i guess so!!~ well.. hmm. not sure also lar.. sighz.. den maybe b4 new yr im gonna dye if my hair grows quite long.. haaa.. -.- bth wasting money.. hai.. donno whether that time i working already anot lehz.. sighz.. if i working den of cuz i can buy wadeva i wan lorr.. if not.. haf to save.. haiz.. when that stupid thing will reply my kor..??? haiz.. im desperate for a job.. i can rot at home siahz.. sickening.. it's been 1 week after exam finish.. haiz.. :(

feeling damn farking shitty dulan

11.27.03 (8:34 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 2305

wahkaoz.. haiz now feeling so dulan.. dulan means wad??? i also donno hw to explain.. like angry.. haiz.. tmr donno do wad also.. irritating la................................ sickening too!~~~~~~~~~~ become i plan.. wtf???????? haiz............ donnno wad to do lar.. don go la.. shitty... so fed up lar.. evrybody sucks la.. dammitz.. FARKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK KKK arghz......... feel so fed up till i wanna cry la........................... my heart wanna explode lar......................... don go lar......................... arsehole............................ 2ppl gimmi attitude.. nabei wad's this........................................................ farkers lar.......................... suckers lar...................... arghz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! feel like screaming my head off.. FArk sia........................ stupid lar............................ go to helll lar.................... fark sia..................................................................................................................................................................................................................... kaoz! really cant stand it le.. :( arghz........ the more i type the more i feel like donno wad la.. bye la

sick and sick and still sick..

11.26.03 (12:20 am)   [edit]
time now ` 1450

yozz.. wassup.. sighz.. so sian worr.. nothing to do.. juz nw watch how to lose a guy in 1o days.. haha so farnie and romantic.. keke.. hmmm.. yeah papa say tmr nite he will gimmi moi allowance yeah!! that means fri can go rebonding le worr.. heehee.. blehz..

aniwai i did tink of buying another hair dye to dye moi hair lor.. bud.. aiyah.. wait lor.. maybe other times bah.. cuz v wasteful lor.. hahaa.. bud well.. ha.. nvm.. can see abit can le.. so obvious for wad nehz.. lol.. haiz.. i wanna work siahz.. bud donno when den can work.. lol.. hope it's in dec lorr.. den next yr july start sch i already stopped working le bah? haa..

next yr ard feb get results.. and jan is new yr le.. so early siahz.. nvm get more $$ heehee =x yeahz.. maybe b4 new yr i go dye my hair.. err.. donno wad colour oso la.. nxt time go see wad colour niceesh lor.. hee..

haiz now got headache.. argh.. lol.. so sickening de lehz.. now no more flu.. better already.. bud throat abit sore.. later muz drink medicine le.. hmm later also muz wash plates and boil water.. sianz worr.. juz nw i washed my hamsters cage.. haa.. onli kevin's de.. i nv.. keke.. ask him wash himself.. =x blehz..

wo hao men wor.. haiz.. nth to do nw.. v sianz.. feel like slpin bud cant slp.. haa.. cuz whether abit humid lorr.. donno which day i read e newspaper say 27nov it will b v hot lor.. hahaa donno real anot lehz.. heck ba.. haiz..

still sickz >.<

11.24.03 (7:29 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 1003

hai.. now still sick.. so xin ku siaz.. too bad i don haf ani medicine lorr.. all finished.. haiz.. sobsob.. my nose also v pain.. haiz.. so sickening ahh!~~ my nose running everywhr cant catch it.. hahaa.. =x hafta bathe soon.. my head feels itchy haa.. =.= i wanna work ah!!! when can i work.. haiz.. if not haiz.. donno lar.. so sickening.. idiotic.. :(

i dyed my hairrr...

11.24.03 (7:26 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 2200

yo wassup.. todae was kinda sick.. flu all day long.. damnz.. hahaa.. yeah.. walked here and there so mani times.. till i headache.. den went home.. haa.. hmm after that watched he lan chun.. hmm den dyed my hair.. haa.. not so obvvious like gabriel's and darren's.. hahaa bud well nvm.. i'll dye again when i go poly.. by then, it might have grown?? hahaa.. den i'll dye it more obvious colour.. bleh.. hai.. nw nth to do lorr.. rotting.. and sick.. haizx.. :|

tired out!! ugh~~

11.23.03 (2:37 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 1712

yoz.. todae go jp lorr.. wah seh walk till wanna slp hahaa.. so tiring.. keke.. my and ms found jobs to apply.. haa i hav to wait la. nvm haiz.. pay good can le.. nw headache.. damnz.. :( den haiz.. mummi sae tmr she will win toto haa.. donno leh.. she sae she do hw.. haa -.- bth siahz.. hmmm den i can get my contact lens le lorr.. haa..

i severed ties wif him~~ so happi!!

11.22.03 (5:09 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 1934

hoho.. juz nw had a veri nice slp.. keke.. so tiring.. donno dream bout wad.. haa.. so comfy..!! wee u wee.. aniwai.. it's so boring lorhz.. yeah about my subject.. haa.. -.- yeah i severed ties with kent.. that idoitic creature lor.. he sms mi say.. hi wad u doing y i msg u u nv reply me.. i say isit a MUST dat i REplY? haha.. den he say no la.. i tot sth happen to u.. [i]yeah rite as if[/i] since u lydat say den next time if u nv reply den i don ask le lor.. den i reply if don feel like replying that person den wad can tat person do? kill me huh? :X haa.. kinda rude bud who cares.. den he replied ok lor.. i don sms u le.. byebye haa.. den i say u can erase frm the phonebk too.. hahaa.. veri song rite.. yeah.. bud well who cares.. i first time see someone so bu shuang.. keke.. he's such a jerk sia.. haa.. bleh.. he not fit to be moi fren lor.. well.. tat's bout it..

i eaten dinner le.. so full.. haiz.. haha.. -.- later also might be veri sian la.. lol.. haiz.. i miss my ham ham.. here's a picture of her.. she's veri cute.. taken few days b4 she passed away :(

frEedoM le.. enjoyed ytd..

11.21.03 (10:22 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 1243

let mi tok bout ytd first.. too tired to update ytd lor.. so todae i update bah.. yeah

hoho!! our exams finally over lorr.. den me and my frenz gonna go takashimaya's seoul garden eat lor.. hehe.. in e end xl cant go cuzx her father don wan let her go.. den she beri angry and sad lor.. haiz.. sad case la.. den we missed the first bus cuz sh haven reach yet.. den heng ahh!! cuz yl took that bus lor.. haha if not muz see her black face la.. den next bus come le sh reach le.. den took it.. when the bangkit busstop there wh board the bus.. wahlau fated sia.. cuz xl cannt see wh haa.. aiyah.. nvm la.. den go to taka saw my godkor.. haa he not that shuai and not that ugly.. bud i also donno lar.. more uglier than the pic i saw ba? haa.. den eat alot.. bud to me.. quite ok lar.. eat till baobao.. hehe.. den the ice cream beri nice lehz!!! omg!! oishi!!! hou jiak!! haha.. all the languages.. keke!! hmm den walk walk ard orchard lorr.. bought ms hayati's wedding pressie.. bud no money to pay back dominic yet.. hai.. when i get allowance den i pay bah.. den can rebond hehe!! got take pictures also.. at christmas trees there.. woo niceeesh!! den go to guardian.. siewhong and steve bought the dye hair.. den go somewhr to sit.. den steve bought heineken.. hahaa he's onli 16++ omg.. he fake his way thru.. so good.. haha.. he look like 19 lorr.. den i drank bout two drops with ice lemon tea.. haha =x nv drunk of cuz la.. hee.. den i also wanna buy the dye hair thingy.. yeah.. dark donno wad copper blond.. quite nice got abit red brown lar.. den i saw kailin in the guardian shop.. wahaha.. -.- she not chio le.. donno y.. her hair?? nah.. her face.. more mature.. i prefer her cutecute de.. haha.. my junior.. haiz.. :| she still haf respect for me la.. when i still in band.. i ask her come.. she will come lor.. den after i go le.. tq ask her go band.. she don wanna go.. sae wad sec1 suckzx.. haha.. -.- well.. this shows that i hold power over my juniors haha!! =x jkjk.. yeahz.. haiz.. that's about it lar..

today nothing much lar.. juz ate my lunch half an hr ago.. veri hungry.. haha.. now also veri hot.. later hafta do sth.. haiz.. donno do wad also lar.. aniwai i dreamt that my mother win 4D siahz.. got a thick stack of $50 omg!! den she gave mi bout $500 ba?? haha.. $150 for my contacts. haiz.. i wan my contact too much le ba?? hahAa.. when can i work neR?? haiz.. scully no need to work le worr.. dey don wanna accept me.. haa!! x= haiz.. don wan tok so much rubbish le lar.. sayoz

yeahhooo!! 2 1/2 hr more to go..

11.20.03 (3:53 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 0630

wweee.. im going out soon... to sch.. to take the last paper of o lvls.. yeah man!!! so happi.. finally waited for this dae.. later going to go to seoul garden eat.. hahaa.. -.- aniwai i found out sth ... my godkor working there siaz.. hahaa.. donno whether todae can see him boh!! =x haha. yawnz well.. all the best to me and my frenz.. in my sch.. not other schs. haa.. well.. im biased.. so wad? haha =x and bad luck to those who i hate.. keke.. =x

21 more hrs to freedom..

11.19.03 (9:35 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 1207

hehehe!! 21 more hrs.. yeah!! i love it.. keke.. tmr is e last dae for o lvls.. hehe.. yeahyeahyeah!!! so happi.. finally.. waited for this dae.. haa!! haiz nw havin flu.. damn sickening de.. haiz.. nw e weather also veri cold.. havin headache too!! cuz slept for bout 12hrs haha!! =x donno y so tired.. keke.. yawnz.. so boring too.. sigh.. when can i take my contact lenseS? soooo sian one... so long le.. more than 1month le.. wahahaa

hehe!!

11.18.03 (7:46 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 1017

interestingg.. found out that can put pictures up le.. last time cannot lehz?? haaa.. nvm.. hope it doesnt go away bahz.. lol..



cute rite?? hehe.. yeahz.. so loving.. lol.. i still got lotsa pictures to post siahz.. haa.. -.- well.. todae no paper.. so happi.. hehe.. later going library.. with who?? myself lorr.. i can go with who.. haa.. go there borrow sth?? yeah shld be.. hehee.. todae auto wake up at 9am.. haa.. best le.. alwaez wake up that time le..

hmmm i did some amendments to this blog.. the colour yeah!! so how's it?? hhe.. kinda more lively?? haha =x

ytd tat kent ask mi call him.. knn siahz.. den i call le.. he busy talking to his frenz.. say call mi back.. den he also got sae vulgar la.. not to me.. bud to his frenz.. i hate ppl saying vulgar.. haiz.. nvm lar.. den.. at 11+ he missed call me..meaning call den put down.. for less than 1 sec sia.. WAH!!! U CALL that CALL ME BACK?? my god.. cant imagine.. he so stingy.. haa.. well.. of cuz i dint call him back.. he said he will call mi back.. bud he missed call mi so.. too bad.. he nv do wad he sae.. that time i was still awake la.. lol.. =x bud who cares.. at least kane better.. lol

2 days break.. and den freedom le!!! weeuwee

11.18.03 (7:08 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 2246

oh man.. windows 98 sucks man.. i prefer xP.. sighz.. :( well.. nvm.. haha can use can already.. beta den nth yeah?haha.. well.. 2 more days to rest.. den fri is the last day of da battle.. yeah man!! hahaa.. -.- sot lez.. now listening to ahjay's songs.. wooo.. nice songs.. lol.. and he veri shuaiiiii ah!!! hw i wish he ish moi bf siahz.. i will be veri happi.. lol.. haiz..

enuff bullshitting la.. todae was chemistry.. quite ez bah?? bud i donno still can maintain my distinction for sci.. haiz.. headache man.. aiya nxt yr den i will noe bahz.. if i pass i will cry de.. if i fail.. nvm bah.. retake lor.. it's not the end of the world yea? haha.. =x after that went home lor.. time passed veri fast.. left approx 6o hrs to freedom le lorr.. fast siaz.. haha.. after 3 days pass den haaha.. can enjoy le.. going to taka eating seoul garden woo.. haiz..

today's paper is chem.. arghzz

11.17.03 (4:49 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 0827

good morning.. yawnz.. hmmm today's paper is chem.. haiz i hope it's not that difficult.. if not science i can forget bout getting distinction le.. :( maths i also tink cannot alot of careless mistakes.. if i can can distinction i will thank god.. haa.. bud i guess i cant le.. haiz.. nvm.. all the papers are done.. what's done is done.. ur fate lies in those ppl who are marking.. hahaa.. hope they can mark properly.. dominic told us that they aniohow mark de.. hao kong bu worr.. =( nahz.. haiz.. ytd nite kent sms-ed me.. haa.. long time nv contact le lor.. deleted his no. frm my phonebk cuz i tot he dun wanna keep in contact wif me le.. he once liked me.. bud i donno him well that time.. so too bad lorr.. haa.. and i nv meet him b4.. i donno whether he's my type of guy lor.. so.. haa.. i also donno lar.. damn.. haf to go bathe soon.. :| haa.. well.. sayoz..

h@iz.. >.<

11.17.03 (7:04 am)   [edit]
:shock: time now ~ 2240

haiz.. so bored now.. finished browsing thru the chemistry notes.. i tink bout 3/4 of it.. haa.. haiz.. hope that tmr's pp wld be ez.. sighz =( so sad.. feel like slping.. no peeps online.. well.. cousin also haa.. knn one.. -.- well.. approximately 83hrs left to freedom.. i've been waiting for tat dae.. haa.. haiz.. tmr ask papa whether got medisave.. if haf den gd.. heard frm mama that he have 5digits sum in medisave.. wow.. donno true anot lehz.. ha.. well.. that's gd sia.. haa.. =.= bud for e check up thingy.. haiz.. :( needa pay $50-$100 i suppose.. haa.. x-ray my teeth.. oh damnz..!!! ha

mama still haven return mi my $59 haa.. den still need the contacts money.. sigh $150.. wish i can faster take dint wear it for a few days le.. haiz.. nvm.. I WANNA WORK SOON EARN MONEY AND BUY THINGS I LIKE keke!! sotz le..

so damn hot now.. ermm.. not that hot!! is hot lar.. as in weather wahhaaha... wad were u tinking man??? haa.. ooo.. so sianz laaa... argh.. i got 20things to buy.. wahaha.. i shall list it down sometime.. haa.. well gtg for now.. tmr den update.. oh yeah.. that kane smsed me.. miracle.. i tot he don wan sms mi le.. haa.. haiz.. well.. who givs a damn.. he also nv reply le.. yawnz..

9o hrs to freedom.. n.n

11.17.03 (1:44 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 1720

hihi.. todae is geog exam.. haa.. donno can pass anot.. cuz the qns quite difficult.. den some i write fei hua lor.. sighz.. now chatting with my cousin.. haa.. chat fei hua also.. keke.. sigh i wanna work and earn money.. buy mani things.. i wrote down a list of things i wanna buy le lorhz.. haa.. haiz.. i wan my md player.. haa.. =x specs.. blablabla.. sighz.. now veri sianz.. keke... nth to do.. argh.. later den update bah

5 1/2 hrs more to go...

11.16.03 (4:53 pm)   [edit]
time nw ~ 0829

soon... geog will be on.. hai.. i still got 4hrs to study.. i can de... kao now stomachache again.. damn.. :| brb..

k back.. oo lost 0.5kg after doing my business hahaa.. well who cares.. haa.. =x well.. sighzx sianz.. i still haven study half wad wad i need lehzx.. jiat lat.. onli studies GR hahaa.. =x and WET RICE.. sianz.. haiz.. jiayou.. i can do it de.. yeah... so.. hmmm hafta go study soon.. 10more mins bahz... :X hahah all the best.. to everyone taking today's exam.. tata

hAmham died le.. ~~~~~~>.<~~~~~~

11.15.03 (5:52 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 0930

sigh.. yeahz.. ham ham passed away ytd.. expected it.. bud sighz.. i donno lar.. i cried haha in front of mani ppl.. JL, MS, daddy, ah ma, kor hahaa.. yawnz.. when i cried, she wasnt dead yet, she was going to be dead.. haiz.. so i say to myself.. hamham plz go now.. don suffer animore.. den.. few mins later.. haiz.. she stopped breathing.. my heart was like.. shattered.. well.. haiz.. it's kinda sad.. nah.. it's VERI sad.. that stupid jL alwaez use hamham wanna make mi sad.. tmd..!!! idiotic piece of shit siahz.. bastard.. haa.. well.. haiz

my cousin asked mi whether jL is my bf.. i was like WTF?? he?? my boyfrien?? oh PERLEASE!!! hahaa.. i wun like him de.. i already got lewis.. keke.. hahaa.. =x sighz.. nvm.. haha.. sigh.. it's sooo bored siahz.. shucky.. well.. later den update.. yawnz.. hafta study todae.. tmr geog le.. sianz..

hoW loNg iSit huH?

11.14.03 (10:11 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 1.52pm

whahaha how long did i not use my own computer le ner?? not sure lehz.. like not used to it le.. hhaha.. later JL and MS coming my hse.. haa.. yawnz.. now killing time.. arghz..

sighz.. 2more days to another battle..

11.14.03 (6:12 pm)   [edit]
time nw ~ 0954

haiz.. 2 more days to elect geog. exam.. den 18nov is chem den 21st is science p1 [b][u]AND DEN FREEDOM[/u][/b] wee u wee lol.. mad le.. this coming friday.. i m looking forward to~!~~ keke.. aiyohz.. now stomachache.. hafta go toilet.. later update..

~* mY hoRosCOpe {PisCeS} *~

11.14.03 (8:40 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 0018

Birth stone
Bloodstone

You like…
Soppy movies, beautiful sunsets, log fires and cosy celebrations like Christmas.

You dislike…
Excessive swearing, smelly armpits and people who trample all over u.

You’re best at…
Making decisions by listening to ur heart – not ur head – and being able to pick up negative vibes as soon as u walk into a room.

Deep down…
U are a dreamer, not a planner. Ur world would be perfect if everybody else took care of the details ‘n’ u were left to sit under a tree and write books or something.

Your career…
Art curator, landscape designer, translator or writer.

Fashion
You have a talent for making even the dowdiest clothes look good. You can take this too far though, and look too scruffy at times. Loose, floaty clothes are your favourite.

As a mate…
U get lost in ur own thoughts sometimes, which they find frustrating, but mates like ur easygoing nature. Never one to rock the boat, u like to go with the flow and don’t mind changing ur plans to suit the crowd.

As a girlfriend…
U are dreamy and romantic. Living in ur own little world, u love staring into ur boyf’s eyes without saying a word. Soft as butter, he’ll love how sentimental u are and finds u plain adorable.

If your boyf’s a Pisces…
A bit of a gentle giant, these types are artistic and see u as their creative inspiration. Don’t be surprised if he dedicates a poem, computer game, tree or movie to u. He smothers u with sweet words ‘n’ hugs and really believes u are his beautiful princess.

it's 99% true for me lorr.. hehe.. especially the as a girlfriend part.. i love staring into my bf's eyes.. =x haizz.. i used to do that only to somebody.. and in my mind i will sae i love u.. haiz.. so romantic horr.. =x hahaa.. :( do i miss him? nahz.. hahaa.. not at all~~ keke..

finally i've decided to help JL.. haiz.. i see him kelian.. well almost jue jiao wif him lorr.. bud in e end dint.. perhapz some misunderstandings btw us bah?? who noes.. nah i don giv a damn la.. haiz..

juz nw i cried.. ard 9+ haha.. cuz my bro lorr.. suddenly oei when i pulled the chair away.. i guessed i was too shocked.. haa.. -.- so sian... hahaaa gtg slp soon.. it's quite late le.. nitenitezz..

aiyoyo.. -.-

11.14.03 (3:01 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 1841

aiyoyo... hahaa.. i saw a sms sent by darren sehz.. i tink that he accidentally pressed too fast den send to my num bah? haa.. yeah that muz be the case.. keke.. -.- there is no way that he will send mi a txt msg ma.. -.- cuz that time b4 o lvls i sent him one txt msg to wish him gd luck.. he dint reply.. haa.. yeah he's veri dao.. well.. expected la.. haa.. -.- well whu cares manz.. i don giv a damn also ma.. ahaa.. i also don wanna sms him.. eww.. lol.. sighz.. yawnz.. now sooo sianz.. sighz.. :|

laLala i paRtlY liEd to somebOdy~~

11.13.03 (10:06 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 1349

yeah remembered sth.. ytd i partly lied to somebody.. hahaha he's JL haha.. that stupid guy.. he asked me whether got printer anot.. can print anot.. -.- den sae wad need to print out his project.. hmm i replied.. sorry my mother don allow me to bring guys home.. hahaa.. =p well.. it's fact la.. and the other reason is cuz i don wanna see him.. or help him.. im not being selfish.. juz that.. i don like him le.. regretted noeing him.. damnz.. still deny telling somebody that i like him.. when i dint even like him.. kaoz.. haa.. stupid guy.. fark care him bah.. it's his prob.. lalala.. and i don giv a damn lorr.. y shld i ?? he not my anione.. not even my good fren worr.. onli my aquaintant hahaa.. yawnz... if 28 still going out.. maybe im not gonna notice him that much haa.. -.-

he is also the petty sort.. damn.. hate him.. he;s being a SISSLIAR... well that's me and xl term of sissy.. haha.. kaoz.. cant imagine.. well.. he juz doesnt wanna fact the fact.. he's running away.. let's see how long can he run bah.. sucka~!~!

bLabla so sickening...

11.13.03 (6:03 pm)   [edit]
time nw ~ 0941

hoho todae im not meeting him.. blehz.. who givs a damn siahz.. i dont.. keke.. told ya.. firstly we'll be quite 'close' sms each other blablabla.. den.. it will be sooo distant.. keke.. well xi guan jiu hao lorr.. wahahaa.. already xi guan le lorr.. yawnz.. heck care bahz..

damn downstairs so noisy.. construction works.. haiz.. nw wad time onli lehz.. so noisy le worr.. haiz.. nvm la.. juz tahan abit norhz.. hee.. life is sooo boring..

found out that wayne forgotten bout me le lehz.. hahaa so sad siahz.. he bk out also nv keep contact.. hahaah.. read his diary juz nw.. haa.. nvm lar.. have him or don have this kind of papa doesnt realli bother me that much.. i also kinda forgotten him.. yeah.. well.. as the saying goes.. "Friends come and go.." hahaa.. yup.. i agree lorr..

kaoz.. juz nw i dreamt hor.. i forgot to bring my entry proof.. damn.. sighz.. nvm bahz.. :( i tink dreamt it two times.. oh man.. does it mean that i will really forget to bring it on tat dae ner??????? haiz better put it in my bag first.. haa.. scully lost siahz.. CHOY!!! haha.. well.. gtg le.. tata

wHich guy doesNt i wondEr..

11.13.03 (7:35 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 2312

haa.. yeah.. which guy doesnt care bout looks? i tink that most guys 99.9% mind the looks, size, blablabla.. who doesnt? if those who say that they don verbally.. well tink again!!~ i too say i don mind but i mind abit lorr.. well.. who wans a ugly, fat partner?? yeah yeah i noe they're human too!~ bud it's natural response.. and i noe that they also don wanna be lydat.. god created them.. ha.. i myself is also not that perfect.. well.. nothing is perfect in this world lorr.. u wan perfect? wait long long bah.. hahaa sighz.. who givs a damn siahz..

today also sucks.. nothing to do.. slept in the afternoon.. so nice.. hahaa.. well.. i haven study..

i tink too much le bah?

11.12.03 (5:32 am)   [edit]
hmm.. yeah.. i guessed i tink too much le.. it can be quite misleading.. so i rather not tink too much.. in case my interpretation might be wrong leh? who noes lorh.. ahaa.. i also don care.. fri meeting.. sighz.. y do i feel so scared? hahaa.. afraid tat he not shuai?? blablabla?? nahz.. i also donno.. if he's ugly i rather we not meet.. if he's handsome.. so so.. if he's ok looking.. den not bad.. haha~!~ sotz le.. well.. i don giv a damn.. sighz..

WhAt doEs he mEaN?

11.11.03 (10:08 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 1345

well.. wad exactly does a guy mean when he says "You are the one i tink of only" and "You are always on my mind" does it mean that he likes that gal?? hmmm let's crack our brain haa.. i also donno lorh.. especially when that guy doesnt sound like he's joking.. bud.. wad expression can we see?? i also donno lar.. well.. enuff of those stupid qns... hahaa.. it's doesnt make sense aniwai.. lol.. todae also veri sian lorr.. nth much to do.. keke.. :roll:

Guys alwayz say.. "we cant understand what gals are thinking.." and gals also alwayz say.. "we cant understand what guys are thinking.." so who's rite and who's wrong?? maybe both are right.. as well as wrong.. haa!! cuz.. sometimes we really do not noe wad the other party is tinking.. sigh.. how nice if we can read their mind.. keke.. later den update ba.. tata

7more days..

11.09.03 (9:59 pm)   [edit]
7moredays to another battle.. haiz.. sianz siahz... nvm.. 3 more paper onli.. jiayou..!! :) hahaa.. siao liaoz.. later going to the gym wif my papa lorhz.. haha.. haiz.. juz now ate fish and chips.. not bad lar.. hahaa.. haiz.. den.. now waiting to go lorr.. so sianz.. ha.. todae i planned to call xl de.. den she called mi first.. keke.. -.- haa.. hmmm i don tink our frenship will be that weak lar.. hahaa.. i miss all my frenz.. sigh.. :| haha.. well.. wait for few more days den can see them again lorr.. wahaha.. -.- haiz.. life is sooo boring.. blehz.. gtg le.. sayoz..

yawnzzz life is damn boringg.. for now..

11.09.03 (8:16 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 2353

yoz it's almost midnite.. haa.. sighz.. today did nth much except for the same things.. play com, watch tv.. eat ..b lablabla.. yeah.. arranged my room.. 3/4 le.. juz that need some tidying up lorh.. it look like a messy place now.. haaha.. no place to walk.. books and papers all over the place.. sighz.. thats pathetic.. keke.. -.- hmmm finally i get to chat with someone.. the past few days.. was like.. not mani of my frens were online so.. sian lorr.. ahhaha.. -.- did 3/4 of my webby too!!! hahaa.. so nicceeesh!! bleh!~ haiz.. todae watched shanghai noon & that gigolo thingy.. hahaa.. farnie siahz.. aniwai.. it really feels like it's after o lvls leh.. haiz.. frenship gets distant.. well.. expected de lar.. bud who cares?? when meet up got more things to chat rite?? Wahahaa.. =x sighz.. well.. smsing that kane for about one dae le.. wahaaha.. aiyah soon will lost contact de.. like tat jinrong.. sian ji pua lorr.. lol.. bud well.. life's liddat.. frens come and go.. -.- yeahz.. :|

sianz day..

11.08.03 (7:07 am)   [edit]
time now ~* 2237

haa.. today rot at home again.. watch tv and play com.. wad else?? see my ham ham or idle ard.. haa.. bud mostly is using com lorrh.. play neopets win neopoints.. hee.. yeah.. that's abt it lorr.. wad else can u expect??

hmmm.. at 2207, a person smsed me.. bud i donno who it was.. i asked who was he.. he said he was kane.. i don tink i haf ani impression of him.. haiyah.. noe too mani ppl ani how giv no. den delete.. of cuz will liddat.. kane kane kane.. i prefer the rock.. bud he like stonecold hahaa.. aiyah.. donno who is he lar.. forget le.. hmmm yeah.. den he used the method guys alwaez use to ask whether i got bf.. duh.. hmmm his name is jiepeng.. -.- omg.. i don tink i noe him bah? haa.. forget le well. suan le bah.. haa...

haiz.. i remembered sth... haha ytd got a guy.. selling icecream door to door de horr.. wahkaoz.. ask mi whether my sir or mdm at home anot.. nabei.. i wanna tell him.. eh halo u how old onli.. i 17 leh.. u tink i maid cuz of my skin colour.. u racist huh.. i call police arrest u worr selling things at nite.. hahaa.. den he diam diam don dare come le.. or run away.. wahahaa.. so farnie.. aiyah.. of cuz lar.. i say not in lorr.. keke.. sighz..

hmmm.. life is so boring.. did half of my webbie le.. did i mention tat?? not sure la.. hahaa.. ooo.. haiz.. now really feels like after o's le lorr.. can imagine.. if i don haf job.. i will stay home rot sia.. so i rather go out earn money.. wahaha.. sigh.. hope my kor tat one will be quite ez bah.. onli typing and listening.. den my kor sae sometimes will encounter rude customers.. tmd.. haa.. =x

nitemare..oh goshz..

11.07.03 (4:43 pm)   [edit]
time now - 0822

ohmygod.. i had a nitemare.. to me lar.. haa.. had two dreams.. firstly i dreamt of HIM!!! darren lar.. my ex.. sigh.. well.. i dreamt that donno wad happen lar.. we were writing letters to each other.. wahaha.. den i forgot wad i wrote.. den he wrote i dont like u animore.. i say i noe.. i also don like u animore.. bth.. hmmm den another dream.. it was a guy.. quite shuai de lorr.. bud donno who is he lar.. i was like interested in him and vice versa.. wahahaa.. den my fren in that dream don allow me to be wif him.. bth.. den i woke up.. the 2nd one was quite nice.. lol.. haiz..

sooo sianz wor.. wad to do neR? haiz.. i also donno lar.. stomachache soon.. hee!!~~

enjoying life..

11.07.03 (6:58 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 2235

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hmmm todae was enjoying life.. did nth but eat watch tv and play computer.. wahahaha.. yeahz.. kinda boring.. bud wad else can i do leh?? haa.. hmmm sigh.. todae bought a weighing machine.. wahhaa.. den deposited $80 into bank.. hmmm i dropped my wallet.. and a kind old lady called mi back.. wahahaa.. to those ppl who were intending to pick it up.. suay lorr.. wahaha.. bcuz they haf no chance to pick it.. bleHzz

sighz.. den went to library borrowed a book.. hmmm.. sighz.. it's sooo sian lorr.. hahaa.. den bought bread and ice jelly with cocktail.. yummy.. i love it le.. hee.. haiz.. sianz.. gonna slp soon tata

11days break...

11.06.03 (6:45 am)   [edit]
time now ~~ 22.22

well well well.. today is the last day of the exam for the week.. phew.. still left chem , geog and sci p1 my god!! muz do well for my geog too!! well.. today's maths is quite.. demoralizing bcuz i lost quite alot of marks.. damn!! :cry: :cry: well.. wad's done is already done.. i cant use magic to change the ans.. haa!! haiz :( bud still veri heart wrenching lar.. sigh!!

juz now fell aslp lorr.. den dint go to xl hse.. hmmm i smsed her le.. bud not sure whether she got see.. nvm bahz.. see how lorr.. keke.. now watching The Bachelor..

it's sooo boring.................... yawnx...

hoho 4th day of battle..

11.05.03 (2:47 pm)   [edit]
halo.. ytd nv update lorhz.. cuz sianz.. hahaa.. blehz.. ytd's lit paper was quite alright.. i tink can make it.. b3 to c6 ard there bah?? lol.. i don expect too high norhz.. hmmm well.. so sian now.. waiting to go to sch... today's paper is maths p2 well.. wish mi all the best.. after today.. there will be 11days break.. not actually break la.. is no exam so no need to go to sch lorhz.. shuang rite?? lol.. :lol: well.. ytd and today put contact hao nan wor.. make my eyes teary.. damnz!! well.. bo pian lar.. lol.. sighz.. i donno whether mummy will gimmi $150 anot leh.. for my contacts.. sigh.. hope she today win toto lorh.. den i can get my $30 and maybe she will gimmi $150 leh? sigh.. when they call mi i will try to delay it.. lol.. well who cares man?? keke.. gtg out soon lor.. in 5mins time liddat.. sianz worrr.. hope today faster end and hope that the paper is easy.. den i will feel more confident of getting a1.. or maybe a2 wahahaha.. all the best to me.. and my frenx.. KamPaTeK!!!

LaLalaAbLabLa..

11.04.03 (6:57 am)   [edit]
sooo sian now.. later gonna bathe.. now my bro bathing so muz wait.. den later read lit.. sian ji pua.. haiz.. tmr is lit.. muz do my best to link the qns worrr... MUST!!!!! yi ding yao.... hee.. sianz.. gotta go now.. don wanna type so muchie.. tata

god is on my side man!!!

11.04.03 (1:14 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 1654

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omg.. lol.. soooo happi todae.. lol.. todae's exam was eng and social studies.. hahaa.. s.s i was quite nervous.. wishing for chpt 3,4 or chpt 1 to come out.. wahaha.. ended up chpt 3... mani of us were veri veri extremely happi.. lol.. blehx.. hmmm tmr ish lit le.. hafta study later lor.. haix.. :| hahahaa.. well.. gotta end here.. so sian.. tata

:( sobz

11.03.03 (2:08 pm)   [edit]
time now ~ 0548

sighz.. todae is another day of battle.. eng and social studies.. later i haf to study again.. haix.. i cant seem to get them into my head lorhz.. haiz.. i woke up late.. wanted to wake up at 510.. bud ended up waking up at 540 well.. haiz.. :( my eyes hurts.. shld i wear contacts todae?? haiz.. don wan bahz.. so pain.. tmr den wear. :x hai gotta go feed my hamster le.. tata.. all e besttt

1st day of battle.......

11.03.03 (1:04 am)   [edit]
time now ~ 1640



hey look.. this is my md player.. haha!! bo liao huh?? scan my own md.. kekeke.. hmmm nice rite.. i plan to buy the digital when i haf da money!! if not money den cant buy lorhz.. lol.. sigh.. today sucks.. :?

well.. let's first begin with my mood this monring.. kinda nervous.. waahaha.. donno for wad also.. hmmm yeah maths p1 first.. and it's kinda hard.. got some careless.. damn.. :( bud nvm.. i tink can maintain a2 bah.. or a1.. haa.. maths p2 muz pia le lorhz.. hmm.. yeahz.. aniwai.. den went home put my ham den went to bpp to mum mum.. den hor.. went to library study.. meishi said she saw darren.. and ian blablabla.. donno who the rest le.. wahaha.. ha.. suay lorh.. i was praying that i don wanna see him or wadeva.. haiz.. in the end also muz see him.. shucks man!! haa.. that bastard.. well.. who cares whether he still wanna be frenz.. i don wan leh.. wahahah =x well i also tink he don wan bah.. ha.. that's better.. after that.. went for physics paper.. ha.. make lotsa careless mistakes.. not sure how mani.. and some i also donno how to do also write sensible craps.. hahaa.. =x well.. hope i can make it bahz..

tmr's papers are eng p1 , p2 and social studies.. damn e social studies and eng p1.. haiz.. so difficult.. and how to memorize so mani chpts todae leh?? haiz.. i wonder.. well.. guess that i cant slp tonite.. hmmm.. yupz.. i guess so.. :) i curse that idiot..

1moredayto'o'levels

11.02.03 (12:20 am)   [edit]
s|ghZzz tmr's the dae le.. im still online?? whaahah to update blog lar.. haiz.. well.. i can do it de lorr.. i must..!! keke.. :) all the best to mi and my frenz who are taking o lvls lorhz.. muackz..

unreasonable farking shitty teacher............

11.01.03 (5:33 am)   [edit]
hmmm.. juz feel quite angry with my younger bro's teacher.. todae my younger bro went to sch to get his report bk.. he waited quite long den in e end.. he dint get it becuz u noe y????????? becuz of that farking teacher lar.. say wad muz pay $4+ cuz he broke a chair.. when he dint.. he said it was some malay guys who did it.. and they don wanna admit it.. haa.. den donno wad happen lar.. donno y e teacher blamed him.. maybe somebody accused him?? ha.. well.. sucks lar.. den i juz nw told my elder bro.. hhaa he veri angry.. keke.. sighx.. make it like veri serious.. becuz u noe y.. it's like no evidence or wadsoeva of my bro damaging the property.. well.. it's govt property bah.. ahahaha... den my bro say he wanna haf a meeting with those malay guys , teacher.. blablabla.. den he will sae.. "eh, bro.. u all man ah?? dare to do things don dare to admit.." lol.. cool huh!! =x haiz..