. sotzlene . got me no me is e same

yeah.. it is.. hehe.. today is rather boring.. didnt do my chem properly.. coz it was damn sickening and sian lor.. aiyah.. to heck wif proper eng larhz ppl don understand den don understand lorhxz.. none of my business haha.. i rather write my own way den to change siah.. well, that's me.. wad can u do? humph.. wahaha.. nobody ask u to see also wadz.. ahhaha =x siao liaoxz.. sighxz.. it is sooo sianxz.. lemmi tok bout today.. hehe

at sch..
todae haf mock exams.. eng and chem.. score 30/50 for eng.. den see hian hao lian she got b3.. 34/50 wtf? hahaha also not o lvl.. hao lian for wad? no big deal.. haha.. haiz.. i hate in ur own words qns.. so sickening.. keke.. and summary.. so difficult de.. haix.. yeah.. chem i dint do that well bah.. cuz ani o how do de lorhxz.. sighxz.. after sch.. muz stay back for the shoot.. wad shoot? the guaduation ceremony day lorhxz.. den i tok bout tan wee liat.. sianz.. hahaha this is my speech.. "we would also like to thank mr tan wee liat who is the most charming teacher in the whole sch.. he teaches us geography.. blablabla.. still got he will ans our qns when we blabla.." cant remember.. haha too nervous at that time.. heart accelerating lar.. yeah.. hahaa.. den horxz.. that seehian.. bth her siahz.. she wanna go home i also wanna go home de lehx.. den she like giv orders liddat.. kaoz.. haha.. den the 4 of us bu shuang her.. esp meishi.. she exploded :evil: hahaa.. haiz.. donno her lar.. den dom and siewhong don like her also.. haa.. yeah..

[b][i][u]posted at 10.57pm[/u][/i][/b]-forget to add sth.. xiuling kena hit by soccer ball by those sec2s and sec1s bah?? wahkaoz.. idiotic creatures de la.. yeah.. i heard them sae wad lai le lai le.. den *pom* sound.. i tot it hit the table we're sitting at.. bud.. it hit xiuling.. wahkaoz 去死吧 wahlau they veri the wad one lorhz.. sigh.. den she cried.. she don wan to cry one bud in the end still cry.. ha.. when hit her liao they say sorry sorry.. den i say sorry got cure ah.. i donno whether they got heard it anot.. haa.. den i wanted to ask them to get lost.. ha.. muz hav been beri pain.. of cuz.. at full speed sommo from above.. donno whr it will hit also.. ask them to fuck off man!! they donno we sec wad one ah.. haa..

after sch..
went home by LRT den reached home immediately cook mee goreng.. beri hungry.. forgot to bring money to sch den eat a bread to last till 4+ lorhz.. ha.. li hai ba? keke.. :shock: yeahz.. den ate some oreo cookie.. 5 pieces.. one packet of small biscuits.. den papa came home he bought for mi mee robus.. donno how to spell.. forget le.. lol.. quite spicy lorhz.. bud i cant eat finish.. damn shldnt have ate too much juz now.. keke.. hmm nvm later giv mimi lorhz.. haiz.. tat's bout it lar..

hai when can take moi contact lens.. hai.. stupid.. so slow.. shld haf go to siewhong that place.. arghx.. irritating hahaa.. now also bo lui.. so ke lian.. no money to spend.. sighx.. :( hmm later got my husband on tv.. taizi!! oh my god.. his new show.. haha.. keke.. muz watch.. on chn u.. must must must.. if not i will regret haha.. o lvl in exactly 2 more weeks. hai

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heyhey this is jay zhou my idol.. handsome right?? especially when he plays the piano.. Oh my gOd!!! he's also cool huh!! hehe!! =x

now is so damn boredddd yeah bored.. :roll: y bored coz tomorrow got school.. mock exam.. *sigh* o levels coming le.. 15more days.. how howhow? i havent study yet!! oh dear!! tell me how?? *sigh* sob* argh!! it's damn sickening.. *puke*

enough about studies.. today is sunday.. shld i have a sundae? nope! have to lose weight yeah!? haha.. *sigh* should i go jogging later? i've just eaten my dinner.. later stomach sure will cramp.. so.. later lar.. around 6.30? yeah.. 40mins more.. by then.. it would have already digested 3/4 of it.. haha.. im mad.. help me.. :? y is life so damn boring? tell me y.. nvm 31 more days.. it will be freedom.. hehe.. i love it.. where's lewis? =x

*sobsob* today cant take the contact lens.. dont know which day then take it.. *sigh* still must pay $25 for dont know what shit!!! god damn it!! and that shit is checking of the 'power' of the eye and teaching us how to wear and take out.. *sIgh* if i had known earlier.. i would have gone to where siew hong went.. dont even need to pay anything.. daRn!!!! now regret also no use.. what's done is already done.. meishi also regretting.. haa.. why why why!?!? argh..!!!

i still owe meishi $3 coz i didnt bring enough $$ so.. initially i thought of borrowing from my mummy first.. then i remembered that she still owed me $9 for yesterday's dinner.. hmmm.. repay meishi $3 and i will have $6 left.. it's quite enough to last through 4 days right? yeah.. i guess so.. *sIgh* still damn heart ache.. feel shitty!! :( dont know when the product will be coming also.. sigh*

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this guy here.. is one of my idol.. very gorgeous and charming right? heh heh!! how i wish he is my boyfriend.. *grins* im daydreaming.. dont mind me.. :P

finally i got the time correct.. my god!! it's damn irritating.. but who cares?? ha!! anyway.. today have english remedial.. sucks.. *sigh* :( but i'm quite happy also lar.. coz.. im getting my contact lens soon.. hahhahaha.. i'm over the moon.. =x im mad too!! sat sat sat.. y cant i haf a rest? *sigh* hmmm.. now listening to bsb song.. (i want it that way) one of my fav song.. but i still prefer jay chou.. donno who is he? hmmm he is a very handsome guy.. wahahaha.. juz kidding.. but no joke.. i love him to the core man!! his songs are great! fabulous marvellous blablabla.. *giggles* im all gaga over him.. sorry for that.. haha!! now it is damn boring.. nothing to do.. no friends online too!!

hmmm im trying to type proper english now.. firstly is to prepare for my english o level exams coming up.. and also to allow people to understand what im trying to say.. haha!! well.. i dont really think that someone will read my blog.. well guessed it's out of boredom.. but i dont care.. read all u want.. hahaa..!! im being crazy! coz.. it's too boring.. aRgh!!! i hate it.. well.. i think i have to go to sleep soon.. cuz it's 12.30am in da morning.. and i have to wake up at 6+am.. i have to exercise.. to lose weight.. ohh man!! stupid.. *sigh* goodnight!~ *hugsss* :wink:

[image]sotzlene_831977092 .jpg[/image] yoyo wassup manz.. look at this.. lene love lewis.. hahaha im mad over him isit? nahz.. :roll: keke.. haiz.. he's juz an imaginery char.. when can i ever find him?? sobz.. now raining heavily.. thunder storm.. omg..!~! haiz.. scary siahz.. =x hmm

later mabbe going to commonwealth bah?? ha.. bud now raining heavily.. so at a later time bahz.. haha now listening to jayzhou song.. yi fu zi ming.. bud i like qing tian.. =x hahaha.. haiz...

juz now i tink at 11am i went online lorh.. den darren msg mi in msn lorhz.. ha ask mi nv go sch.. i sae no sch todae blabla.. aiyah.. he look like beri guilty to chat with mi liddat.. wahaha.. bud nvm not my fault that the relationship end rite? is he sick of mi le den shuai diao wo.. bud do i care?? abit lar.. for 5 months.. bud i got over him le.. cuz he's a [u][i]bastard[/i][/u] yeah? and now i not interested to noe new ppl.. whose fault? HIs fault lorhz.. haha who ask him break my heart into mani pieces.. now donno fixed back le ma.. i tink about lar.. hmm cant wait to go poly den see shuai ge hahaha.. =x haiz.. so sianz.. sooo cold.. brRrRr..

here's a poem.. after forgetting bout him.. hahaha.. i got a poem b4 i forgot him..

Lookin back at time
It was foolish of me
That i was not able
to forget about you

Lookin at the present
i have already forget
who and what are you
it's all over once and for all

It's like a bubble
That burst anytime
And you're gone just like that
away from my mind and heart

I wouldnt regret
the decision i've made
i tot i couldnt forget u
bud i've finally made it

We are like strangers
who on the streets
wouldnt even glance at each other
and not noticing each other

I took exactly 5months
to successfully erase u
and our memories completely
there's no point remembering it

yes there are happy times
bud it juz make mi unhappy
make me wanna go back
into the past once again

BUT it wont happen anymore
for u are gone for good
im much carefree
in search of my love one

:shock: hmmm.. came home exactly at 7pm to watch he chun lorhz.. veri nice.. bud sad.. hope rou rou faster ok.. she will next week de.. keke.. sighxz.. so sianz.. =x

tmr no sch le.. yeah!!! :D i love it.. it's shoooo shuang.. sat donno whether got eng.. i tink haf bahz? haiz.. den take moi contact lens.. oh me oh my..! i cant wait to take moi contact lens lorhz.. i wanna see clear things.. hmm mama gimmi $30 cuz she won toto.. hoho and todae i found $7.20 in moi pocket.. hahaa.. so total now hav $40.. woo.. hafta save for next month.. cuz i wanna go rebonding and den dye hair.. and buy lotsa things norhz.. sighxz.. sad case.. still got 18more daes to o's lor.. sho fast lorhxz.. sighxz.. bud got 30+ more daes to [b][u]FREEDOM[/u][/b]!!!! yeah [b][u]FREEDOM[/u][/b] saw it?? hahaa.. den will haf 7months break.. den go find job.. haa. bud donno wad job to find nehz :? wei she mo.. :| hahaha.. haiz.. life is so sian lorhxz.. :|

[image]sotzlene_364381431 .gif[/image]hoho cute horzx.. lolz.. one of the emoticons.. hmmm well.. todae another mock exam dae passed le.. hoho so happi emaths p2 and elect. geog lorhz.. reached home not long ago lar.. going out soon.. to xl hse.. hmmm the maths p2 i get 84/100 a1 lehhhh hahah!! sho happi. nv got an a1 for p2 b4.. hmmm that paper was quite ez lar.. so no sweat!! lolz.. hmmm :D ehh

juz now also checked wt.. wah heng sia.. lucky nv gain that much.. i nv check for one week.. gain 0.5kg onli.. hmmm.. hehe.. :P keke.. hmmm aniwai gtg le lor.. so sianz.. :| haha.. tata..

hoho!!!~!.. this is moi first entry.. now i haf 4blogs.. haha.. other blogs ish diary-x, diaryland and blogspot.. hahaa.. and now this.. well.. this blog ish quite nice.. i tink.. i shall use this blog as moi secret blog liaoz.. and also blogger.. diary-x used to be the main one.. bud i don tink anione is seeing that blog except for meishi and some others whom i donno lar..? hahaa.. sighx.. i know bout this blog thru jess mimi.. hahaa.. quite nieesh lar.. :lol: hmmm i've got lots of emoticons bud i don tink i can use it bah? hahaa.. =x s|gh!!~

tmr haf mock exam maths p1 and geog.. sibei sian ahhh.. how i wish it ish 21nov now lor.. den go find work.. and den enjoy lorr..? hahaa =p wo de lewis zai na li ner?? =x ahaha :oops: keke.. i siao one lar.. s|ghz.. life ish sooooo boring lorr.. nth much to do lar.. except eating shit.. whaahaha.. and i hate that stupid guy. hahahaa.. donno y.. juz hate him.. i tink i don consider him as moi fren le.. bud who cares..